Life:

Malaysia vs Singapore : Asia Qualifying Round

2011-07-28T13:38:00.003+08:00

an awesome show of semangat Malaysia shown by the coolest Djs ever, JJ & Ean feat Nadhira. Go Harimau Malaya!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Zsr1-HbJok&feature=related

2011-05-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

time for posting again. tons of things happened during the time in the hospital. met different kind of patients with various disease. makes me think back how I never really appreciate the things I have with me right now. I've also experience different situations regarding the patients I nursed after.

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while helping a heavily wounded patient on both legs performing his ADL:

pt: malu nye pakcik gini. rasa macam nak mati je.
(saying to both me and my colleague)

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a patient with a heart problem suddenly change in his character:

got punched and kick while my uniform was got smeared, a lot by his blood. even dissed a relative and some other stuff.

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a young patient who looked healthy yet has spent a long time in the ward.

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an educated yet a bit loud (hahahah, man that guy cant keep his mouth shut lol)

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there are tons of things you tend to oversee it, including God Himself. yet, when you're really lost and sick, as the malay said, da sakit smua, baru tehegeh2 nak balik pada pangkal jalan".
God, thank you so much giving me everythin I have.

2011-03-17T08:44:00.004+08:00

ma first work!!!huhuhuh gracias to my partner, cik anna!!pasni collab lg nk hehehe

posting period has come!! huhuhuh.. its been quite a while and for some reason, i didnt have the motivation to go through it. first, i need to find back all the stuff needed (visit miss piqah's blog yek. da ade smua di citu kekekeke). then, to wake up early since morning shift starts at 7am while evening starts at 2(dunno y im awake rite now???? -_-") and finishes at 9pm. aiyark, first time working till night since previously, due to some problem, the latest we worked ourselves was till 5pm. rite2, positive mate!! neways, 2 days has pass n i take back what i mentioned earlier. morning shift was great (so far), budak2 satu ward lak mmg gua tabik!!seyes tabik kat korang!! oh2, and also a major respect and admiration boost to our CI, sr Meriati!! damn, the way she performed the procedures smua. smpai xleh nak ikut!!! makes me think, when will i'll be able to be like her hmmm. oh2, was off the phone with my parents. Alhamdulillah, praises to Allah. my heart jumped with excitement hearing them supporting me in this field. doesnt matter what the future may hold, but hearing those word is good enough for now. thx mum!thx dad! just 2 more problems: assignments and exams!!*sigh* "boleh x nak focus kat praktikal je?xmo amik exam?pleeeeaseeeee?? *puppy eyes* ROFL!!!ok2, i know no matter how bulat i do, it still stinks kekekeke. miss elyn, watkn puppy eyes bagi pihak aku leh?? hehehe..

sr Meriati!! thank you for the guidance. hope to learn more from u =)

2011-03-09T00:58:00.006+08:00

yeah2, i know. its been a while since my last entry. seems like a dead blog lak hehehe. well, not that i didn't want to post anythin. this semester was really hectic. so the saying bout uni life aite kidding. but one thing is for sure: its awesome! minus the work and all. yadda yadda yadda. neways, heres a few pics on several activities done while im here. just felt like 'hidupkn kembali blog yg mati', so yeah. no stories or anythin. just pics n more pics :P

Inter Kulliyyah Games '11

attending the jrs from CFS

BAKSIS (compulsary

with our foster parents, Jantan Abu Bakar & wife

SETELAH PULANG, AKU MERASA DIRIKU MAKIN JANTAN! (Martnong, 2011)

NurSS Annual Gathering

2-Dimension

Communication Role-playing (seminar on the 8th - DONE)

Special thanks to all you peeps, the 7th phyxsius (dicadangkn by our class rep). standing with me. you guys rox!

lets prepare ourselves utk posting minggu depan ^_^

the phyxsius, my fellow nakama of nurses =)

Safety Issues in Hospitals

2010-12-19T14:18:00.004+08:00

2.15pm
Dr Abdel Karim Abu Samaha takes the stage

2.18pm
"the hospital aint catering for all services."
"the duty of the management is to monitor what is taking places with all these services towards the patient."

2.21
Safe use of medication equipment, medication food, rehabilitation etc"
"care of the pt should be in a proper way that consider all th safety issues..."

2.23
"commitment towards the law..."

2;24
no more identifying the pt based on the number of the bed..."
"...assessment is needed to provide the care a berrer services".

2.24
"pt should need a proper care from department to department"

"evaluation takes place between all peer"

2.32
"to have proper medication and proper distribution".
"phramacist works together to have a smooth process"

2.34
"infection control program is mandatory"
"hand-washing is the most important!" hearing him stressing it out

2.40pm
"information should be kept proper,tidy,securely"

3.06
In my attempt to kill a fly, i drove into a telephone pole"

Application of Ibadah Friendly Hospital Concepts & Its Standard Operating Procedures for Muslim Nurses

2010-12-19T10:28:00.005+08:00

alright. so for the next session, two workshops are divided. currently following the workshop for nurses done by Pn. Juinarah from Al-Islam (a place wayyy to familiar huhuhuh). so lets start the liveblog:

11.34am
Pn. Juinarah taking the podium, presenting on SOP jururawat hospital mesra ibadah

11.36am
"jururawat HMI memberi perkhidmatan kejururawatan yang diintegrasikan"

11.38am
"...SOP: kemasukan pesakit"

11.40am
Pn Juinarah, "mengapa yang diri tak penuhkan depan?"
Dr Remy, "Malu~" *laughter*

11.41am
"menilai keupayaan pt sama ada mereka mampu atau tidak menunaiknan solat".
"mengapa tak solat? takde kopiah! takpe, kami sediakan"

11.42am
"selain menilai boleh bernafas dengan baik, SOB, ade juga borang bahagian solat reminder..."

11.44am
SOP: JR JMI melakujkan prosedur
"...plan tugas kita, bagaimana untuk memudahkan pesakit".

11.45am
"..solat jama' sebelum melakukan prosedur yang lama".

11.47am
SOP: JR HMI membandut pemeriksaan doktor
"...makcik, bangun pagi. jap lagi doktor nak datang~".
"nurse akan masuk ke bilik pesakit dan memberitahu pesakit".

11.49am
"sikap jr mengambil rignan soal solat dan aurat"
"...letakkan niat kerana ALlah SWT"
"...JR terlalu banyak bersembang ketika passing report, di kaunter etc".

11.51am
"bawak apa yang dibelajar di kolej, bukan yang diajar oleh senior"
on the floor, bali snapping around using my cammy. takpe2.

11.54am
Program mendidik & membentuk JR HMI
"...dari bermula masuk, ade program orentasi, kem ibadah. ini program wajib. MANDATORI!..." a sighing from the crowd

11.59
Pn Juinarah finishes her slot and begins the second slot, Rukhsah pesakit: tataca ibadah solat pesakit by Ustaz Marzuki Shaary

12.02pm
"...definis rukhsah: memudahkan."
"...jamaa' sahaja bagi pesakit, tak leh qasar"

12.05
"...ada cara lain yang lagi mesra bagi pesakit. COntoh: wudhu's dan tayamun"
"bila da azan, baru nak masak nasi, tu da melampau la"*LOL by the crowd
"...pandangan Allah & rasul tak boleh ditolak. wajib untuk diterima".

12.08
"mengapa kita menggabungkan solat zohor dan asar kerana terdapat keuzuran iaitu sakit"
"nabi pernah solat zohor dan asar secara jama' tanpa kemudaratan...(HR Muslim)"
"...menyelamatkan nyawa pesakit lebih kritikal. ia merupakan ijtihad"

12.12
keperluan kepada rukhsah
"...ALlah ingin memudahkan kita bukan utk menyusahkan kita".

12.16
"...punya la seseorang itu berpegang kepada mazhab sehingga tak berani mengikuti imam mazhab hanafi"(contoh di mekah)

12.19
"orang yang sakit boleh berbuka puasa tapi bergantung kepada penyakit."
"...terimalah pemberian Allah, jangan tak terima".
"tidak batal puasa bagi orang yang menggunakan inhaler bagi org yang berpenyakit asma"(hears attentively!)

12.23
jamak suuri - gambaran seakan-akan jamak
"...akhirkan solat zohor dan awalkan solat asar".

12.25
"tempat yag wajib basuh boleh diganti dengan sapu"
*ustaz marzuki showing the diferences between basuh and sapu*
anggota wajib dibasuh: muka,tangan,kaki, manakala sapu adalah kepala".
"ada beberapa situasi yang membenarkan anggota basuh dispaukan seperti tangan yang ada balutan jikalau dibasuh akan menyebabkan infection".

12.29
"ada orang yang tak mampu berwudhu' mahupun bertayammun..."
"dah kalau pergi mekah, semua kaki solat."
"solat mesti ditunaikan dalam waktu2 yang tetentu!"
"nabi pernah tepuk kepada dinding dan menyapukan ke anggota dari atas ke bawah lalu mengerjakan solat(hadith sahih)"

12.33
Ustaz marzuki showing other tayammum for those in certain conditions
eg: pt with POP on their hand, thus doing the tayammum just below the wrist
"tayammun dengan bumi yang bersih..."
"Allah mengatakan bahawa setiap bumi ini adalah bersih"

12.37
"pt yang terbakar yang tidak boleh berwudhu' atau bertayammun. andai tidak boleh ditutup anggota, tutup screen".

12.41
"bagi yang memakai urinal bag, wudhu' diambil selepas masuk waktu solat".
"saya kalau memakai colostomy bag rasa lebih hensem."*crowds laughing
"andai memakai sekadar aksessori, maka batal solat!"

12.46pm
practical session done by ustaz marzuki
helping a pt in taking wudhu'."wuhdu' yang dibantu tak sah jikalau masih mampu untuk membuat sendiri".
"bagi kepala yang berbalut, sapukan sedikit sahaja sudah menucukupi".
"bagi jama', mencukupi untuk satu wudhu' itu".
*calls the pat*"emm,boleh jalan ke?*laughs*
"bagaiman SMS solat ketika di angkasa? SMS mnjawab,"menepuk pada dinding"".
"andai sakit,xperlu diratakan pasir tayammun itu."

1.00pm
Q&A
"batalkah tayamun yang di mana isteri menyapukan debu/pasir untuk isteri?"
"tidak membatalkan tayammun bagi yang sakit."

"bagaimanakah solat dalam kenderaan?adakah perlu mengadap kiblat?"
"ketika mengangkat takbir,diharuskan menghadap kiblat.selepas itu, tidak mengapa."

Islamic values in hospital employees' satisfaction management - Dr Effek Alamsyah

2010-12-19T10:06:00.002+08:00

10.08am
Dr Effek taking the stage in one bright suit ^_^

10.14am
"...5 key dimension:jobs, co-workers, salaries & welfare, promotions & leadership"

10.18am
"percentage of employees' satisfaction: mostly dissatisfied!" lmao

10.19am
"every mankind as the creature of Allah should devote his life to pray and show his piety to prepare for the herafter and get the blessing from Allah(Mardhatillah)"
"the better mankind is the one who benefit for the others".

10.22am
"I heard Malaysia salary is low. however, Indonesia is lowest *crowd laughs a bit*".
10 juta, 5 juta, 2 juta rupiah. imagine if its malaysian ringgit.WHAM!!!hohohoh

10.25am
Dr Effek,"thank you. Assalamualaikum wbt"
yikes, not much here i can say hmmm..

social responsibility of muslim health care worker - Dato' Dr Abdul Razak Bin Hj Kechik

2010-12-19T09:14:00.002+08:00

9.17am
Dr Abdul Razak, "...nicely mention about the cili padi. but if you swallow it, you'll get diarrhea. so that is not me!"

9.18am
showing his achievement: tokoh ABIM, Maal hijrah n lastly Maulidur rasul

9.20am
explaining a few on surah Al-Ma'un
"kalau ko buat aku, jangan buat maksiat! kalau buat maksiat, jangan buat aku!" a deep meaning regarding solat..don't take it directly peeps. understand its true meaning.

9.24am
"...the aqidah of this surah is that to be a muslim is not only solat, but you must also help people. otherwise your solat will be rejected!"

9.25
"he who wakes up in the morning but does not care about the affairs of Muslims is not one of them" (HR Al-Bukhari)"
"he is not one of them, who takes his fill when the neighbour is hungry".

9.26am
"...you cannot be a true Muslim without this aqidah".

9.30am
"...the mentioning of solat work before solat. doesnt mean solat is not important!but meaning that social work is also important!"

"...kerana kita tak sayang akan saudara kita itu..."

9.33am
elaborating on the hadith regarding the prostitute giving water to a dog, which her sins were then forgiven
"...why does the man with a big turban is not mentioned?why does a prostitute is mentioned?"
"...there are no prostitute here, so i am addressing the wrong people!!"

9.36am
"you enter syurga not because of your solat because your solat is destroyed. why? because there is no khusyuk!build a mosque but not accepted! why? because for show!"

9.39am
"Prophet Muhammad said," on every bones of our finger(start counting people), everyday must have a sedekah""

9.40am
"...refrain from harming others.that is considered as sadaqah also..."

9.42am
"jangan tolong benda yang haram, atau dengan benda yang haram!" Dr Razak stressing out that matter.

9.44am
"verily, every intention is based on your niat".

9.45am
"to do a work, must be professional."

9.48am
"as Mulim health worker, we must understand the disease in the view of Islam"
"disease is a test from Allah. the more you are tested, the more you are loved by Allah".

9.49am
"there is no disease that befall a mukmin but ALlah will forgive is sins and Allah will record it as a reward from him and elevate him.(At-Tabrani)"

9.51am
the man who will go to Hell - a hadith mentioning the Prophet s.a.w asking a Badouin regarding fever and headache. (HR Bukhari, Ahmad, An-Nasai, Ibn Hibban, and Bazaar)

9.56am
"...have to stop. Dr Ishak is looking at me now."
showing some slides of activities done on social charity.

9.57am
Dr Saifullah from PPUM for the Q&A, "what is the secret for how you can sustain this noble work of yours?
Dr Razak, "...Allah shall not reveal another ayat until this ayat(surah Al-Ma'un) is practiced.(based on the prophet's time)"

10.01am
"...smile, and feed the poor".
"...to motivate ourselves, read the sirahs of the prophet and sahabahs"
martnong was snapping a few pics of the talk, readily dressed like and IP today.

10.03am
Dr Ishak, "its good to see someone who has retired from the government but not from his deeds".

Inculcalating leadership skills among medical students

2010-12-19T08:46:00.004+08:00

alrite2, lets do some live bloggin for a change today. it'll be a first so sori if it aint much hahaha

8.23am
up goes Prof Dr Ariff in his red batik on the podium, beginning his talk on "Inculcalating leadership among medical students".

8.47am
Leadership Game
performing various activities with the student such as documenting various topics.
".. usually the secretary are the ladies, which i don't like.anybody can do the secretary job, not only the ladies."

8.50am
"...leadership has to be learn this way, as a game"

8.53am
""...ajari aku cinta was an interesting topic regarding on puberty and all."
"MBBS is not enough. MBBS means members of back benches society."

8.57am
"yesterday i've talked alot so today i just go straight to the topic". perghhh,laju gak habis

8.58am
Dr Aishah being the first to the mic.
"its high time for doctors to work with other than among themselves".
*currently things are getting hot here hahahaha*

9.02am
Dr Zaki from somewhere, didnt manage to ask it
"we're inculcalating some programs.what are we doing in terms of research?"
Dr Ariff respons, "...to know more on the creation..."
"medications, in malaysia has become industry".
"we need doctors, future leaders to deal with these issues."

Mr. Rahman
"everywhere we talk about problems on mutual respect between peers..."
"doctors scold nurses etc..."
Dr Ariff, "hopefully we can take in account what he has mentioned."

9.09am
Dr Ariff asking a few additional minutes from the moderator
talking about the book of the prophet s.a.w

9.11am
Mr Moderator, "you've completed what i wanted to say..."
hahahaha nice one

9.12am
Dr Remy, "...maybe in our next session we can consider to call Dr Aishah as our speaker..."
wakakakakaka..
alrire, done with first session.. not much though..just trying to stay awake..up to next session.

smiles =)

2010-11-24T21:38:00.004+08:00

one after another, the Almighty has bless me with outstanding people in my life. from my family to my friends. no words can describe how i feel towards them.

smiles are expression which are meant to bring happiness and joy. some may smile from the bottom of their hearts, while others may even fake it. yet, there some in the world today are not able to smile due to the structure of their face.

recently, a dear friend of mine started a project to help create smiles on the face of another human being. what amazed me was the fact that how she had the guts to started in and how'd she succeed in the earlier stage. may Allah bless her for her deeds. any of u reading this, hope u have the time to spare to catch a clip regarding the project, created by Alia Nadhirah binti Ahmad Fakhri.

for further details, you can click the following link:
"Twenty for Smileys"

2010-10-31T18:29:00.000+08:00

though it may be coming to an end, the path i choose haven't even reach half of the journey. its just the beginning. but things are a bit clear. what the one's call nurses do. must be nuts writing this while having my next paper in a few days. ahh, what the hell. beats reading some notes without even understanding one bit. besides, who knows. maybe i'll be able to get into gear and finally memorize all these stuffs. not gonna complain too much. like it or not, cramping all these are kinda important since ur dealing with the human body. its like..well..exciting??nah, not the rite word..how'd i say??emmm i dunno..wat screw it. seems like my minds is screwed big time ahahah..not even able to understand wat im trying to say huhuhu. yeah well, watever. just writing watever these fingers are typing.

taken from my first official photography job. sori for the inconvenience. will get it done as soon as possible.

2010-09-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah.dugaan benar.Alhamdulillah, had received an invitation to do my first official job.unfortunately, ade aral melintang lak..God,please give me strength.wont be able to take part in 2 events.hmmmm

2010-08-25T03:53:00.001+08:00

question of the day:

What the hell am I doing?....

*sigh*

NurSS Family Day

2010-08-11T11:12:00.005+08:00

a new family,here in Kuantan. yet, i still miss my own family at home,Gurney,ADNI n also in CFS.hope to see everyone soon

a new place to begin

2010-08-11T09:28:00.002+08:00

to my family and friends, salam Ramadhan mubaraq to all of ya!!

MEDCY AGM 10/11

2010-08-10T22:04:00.005+08:00

thousand apologies to fizah n all sbb upload lambat..here r some of it..

2010-05-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

stuck.confused.what the heck should i do now?should i stay and continue whatever im doin

or go in order to please others.times running out.one by one,people are almost deciding what's best rather than even listenin to what i have to say.

Ya Allah,hamba-Mu kini menunggu petunjukMu ya rabb

sayonara cfs~

2010-05-11T13:18:00.014+08:00

after 2 years, 08++++ students are able to bid CFS goodbye. 2 years of laughter, joy, laughter, happiness, sadness, pain, injuries. any memories at all. the time with the friends here are simply awesome. no matter how bitter it is, it still is a memory tat i'll remember. well enough of that. come on peeps~!next stop!! Kuantan@Gombak Campus!!eta:7 weeks(nursing students) to 8 weeks(other courses) and counting.why the different date?God knows.anyways, gracias to all Section 1 lecturer and classmates. all of u really rocked my final semester hahaha!

kehidupan para remaja yang masih membujang:

lectures, breaks. time to snap!!

i am so dead wen abby sees this pic~

election for Medic's batch leader:

our very own suju~!

marks for our presentations.

thank you all lectures for ignoring our crazy acts, our annoying attitude (too much!!), patient, and most of all, being just cool people!!

Dr Kabir (founder of Kabiru Language)

Dr Huda Hilal (is it or not?! sori doc we made a game during ur class)

Dr Ali Akbar (kan aku da ckp.die tu transporter!!(lutfi,2010))

SECTION 1 semester 3:09/10

p/s: mekasih kepada cik anet utk interesting blog award???hahahah.bout the 7 things, feel free to think anythin bout me ngeee~ =D

btw,feel free to commnt anythn =)

20 cara untuk menjadikan roomate anda gila.

2010-04-18T22:38:00.004+08:00

tertarik dgn note yg dipostkn di fb.hahaha heard some people already did a few of the listed.heck,if anyone's bored with your roomate,housemate,watever mate,try it out.see wat happens next.

1. Setiap hari Jumaat, pack segala barang anda dan bagitau kat roommate anda nak balik kampung. Selepas sejam, balik ke bilik & terangkan bhw takde org kat rumah. Unpack segala brg anda & pegi tidor.

2. Setiap kali roommate anda balik, jerit sekuat hati” horee…kau dah balik”. Lepas tu menari dlm 5 minit. Lepas tu, tenung jam lama2 dan tanya dia “Sepatutnya kau dah blah dah skrg”

3. Buat2 terjaga pd tengah malam, jerit kuat2 ” Tolong, kat mana aku berada ni?” dan lari keliling bilik tu. Kalau bilik kecil, cukuplah sekadar melompat 2-3 kali. Kemudian, sambung tidor. Esoknya, kalo dia tanya, pura2 tak tahu apa yg dia cakap.

4. Ambil marker, buat bulatan kecil kat lengan anda. Besarkan bulatan tu setiap hari sambil berkata “Dah merebak… dah merebak!”

5. Beli pepokok bonsai. Bercakap & tidor dengan pokok tu setiap hari. Selepas seminggu, bertengkar dgn pokok tu dan cakap “Aku tak boleh hidup sebilik dengan kau lagi” sambil keluar & menghempaskan pintu bilik dgn kuat…Buang pokok tu tapi biarkan pasu kat situ.

6. Beli pisau banyak-banyak. Tajamkan setiap malam sambil merenung roommate anda sambil berkata “Tak lama lagi…tak lama lagi…”

7. Duduk didepan papan chess dua-tiga jam tanpa buat apa2 atau cakap apa2. Lepas tu bangun secara tiba2 sambil berkata, “Siot betul, kalah lagi”

8. Setiap kali roommate balik, tutup lampu dan tidor. lepas dia keluar, bangun dan menjerit dgn kuat “Horee…!”. bukak lampu semula.

9. Pakai topi kertas. Bila dia balik, cakap “Selamat Datang ke McDonald. Boleh saya ambil pesanan anda…” Lepas tu buat muka bodoh, sambil berkata “Eh, kau rupanya…”

10. Kata kat roommate “Ada pesanan penting untuk kau”. Lepas tu buat2 pengsan. Lepas 2-3 jam, bangun dan cakap yagn anda dah lupa pesanan tu. Kemudian, cakap “Eh…aku dah ingat”. Lepas tu pengsan balik.

11. Bila roommate anda balik, berpura2 tengah telefon. Caci maki dan menjerit dengan kuat kat telefon tu. Lepas tu letak telefon dan cakap kat roommate bhw yg telefon tadi adalah mak dia. Cakap mak dia akan telefon balik.

12. Kalau roommate suka gosok gigi kat sinki, perhatikan sampai habis. Lepas dia habis, cakap dengan dia bhw anda kena ajar dia cara mengosok gigi dengan betul.

13. Edarkan risalah ke kawasan kedai/rumah kedai berdekatan rumah/kampus. Dalam risalah tu, nyatakan bahawa roommate anda hilang. Letak sekali gambar dia dlm risalah tu. Tawarkan hadiah kepada sesiapa yg menjumpai roommate anda.

14. Bila roommate anda tutup lampu pd sebelah malam, nyanyi lagu opera sekuat hati. Bila dia buka balik lampu, buat2 muka bodoh dan confused.

15. Duduk & renung roommate dlm 2-3 jam. Kalau boleh, bawa member2 sekali sambil makan kacang & popcorn. Buat macam tengah tengok wayang.

16. Masa roommate tiada, ambil deodoran dan sapukan pada seluruh dinding bilik. Bila dia balik, puji bahawa bilik berbau wangi. Lakukan selalu sampai deodoran tu habis.

17. Kalau roommate ada binatang peliharaan, spt kucing, offer utk beri makan kpd binatang tsbt. Cepat2 keluarkan botol gam atau minyak rambut sebelum dia beri persetujuan kpd kau.

18. Pegang & gosok-gosok rambut roommate anda sambil berkata “Rambut kau hitam, lurus dan berkilat la…Macam teknik rebonding…”. Sekali-sekala buat masa dia tengah tidur.

19. Mase roommate tido, bungkus dia macam kafan mayat (siap ikat), pastu panggil member dlm 10 bace yasin ramai2. bile rumet jage pakat2 buat x nmpk ape2.

20. Sebelum roommate balik dari kelas, bungkus diri sendiri macam kafan (siap ikat jugak) pastu baring senyap-senyap atas katil dia. Mesti dia terkujat sampai pengsan bila masuk bilik tengok2 ada mayat.

~quoted from pokgad.

its the final countdown

2010-02-10T11:32:00.008+08:00

firstly,wanna wish both my parents happy anniversary.sori your son couldn't make it at Kajang on feb 1.his class which supposed to end at 6 turn out ending at 5.30pm.that's the earliest he could get out(thanx miss >.<).unfortunately,that turned out to be too late.*sigh*.dapat merasa satay di bilik jela.ouh2,thanx mum for giving the satays.it was delicious,especially the arnab??!hehehe no offense to people who loves rabbits k.we,the 5 musketeers of AC are just human.we eat anything edible lol.gracias =)

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2 dinners attended on tat week.first,STAD's appreciation dinner held for those involved with SMAC,Rafest, and also the athletes of IPTIM(fyi,meryem unal was among 'em.well3,wadya know hehehe).next was the post-mortem and farewell party done by my ohana.dah luah macam2 tat nite.hmmmm,one thing to say.i'm really gonna miss each and every one of you guys n gals.all those comment will be placed in my box of memories(gotta find it back after this huuhu).pictures will be uploaded later aite.xsempat transfer.ade problem ngan camera.

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kak d~!!!sori3 i didnt make it to KLIA.was waiting the whole day for them to pick me up.rupenye ade kenduri kat rumah wak.hmmm,tu pn xgi gak.sori kak.hopefully u've safely arrived there.im sure abg kerol xsabar2 da tuh menanti ur arrival ;).err,to my gurney friends,sori i couldnt make it.my condition,paham2 la.agak payah kowt nak men huhuhu.and to nad,im really,really,really100x sori i had to break my promise.kebetulan ade aral melintang.complicated day.believed me,if i came,hohooho u'll be surprise lol.i'll come for sure the next time k!

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11.59am: a sms came in asking, "where r u?".crap,no wonder i felt something wasn't rite huhuhuh.turns out,kosa n the rest,except maryam, were already waiting at U-cafe.got ready in an instant.turun2,kosa n basma were at the car park.hehehehe escorted all the way to the cafe.mo was already eating her lunch since she's starving plus sick.so xpela.as for me,there are benefits being an OKU ek?thanx kosa for gettin the food and drinks.basma sibuk sangat nak pilih makanan,xingat da org agagagag.sat at jejantas lak since maryam said she was on her way.weeee,ade org blanja minum lagi.perghhh,seronok2 =P.saw madam saadiah,her husband n baby.couldnt make it in time.fortunately,few of my friends did.nab tanpa segan silu gi kejar baby tuh.hahahaha.just remembered what mo and the others said while laughin."sharaf ni,klo pegi mane2,ade je pompuan tegur.contoh,tadi ade sister amikkan u serviettes .its like,hello.ur with us.u belong to us today".well something like tat was said.hahahaha sori kim.xpasal2 jadi mangsa keadaan.n sori to u gurls to.my bad k -_-".anyways,wanna say thanx for the great day.it was awesome and will be legend....wait for it...dary..hahahaha

p/s:thanx piqah n kim 4 taking the pics =).n btw,for those who have any problems with me,feel free to look for me.i'd give a damn bout wat u say.get ur facts right first people.

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10 feb.the start of the final battle for us 2nd year students.finally~!3 weeks and we are done~!!!!!UNGAS is not counted k since it is a kulliyah subject lol.good luck to everyone.may the force be with you agagag.pray a lot guys.your just a step further from leaving PJ.just hold on aite?(crap,speak to myself bout this huhuh).btw,wishing a happy bday to both hani and ain(enuf with the camps already gurl hahahah).may God bless both of u on this day =).ohohoh,forgetting one more thing.dad came last nite to drop me an aircast sp walker.new nicknames are given now.lets see,theres robocop,transformer,robot guy *easy sharaf,easy*.huhuh biarla.asal korang bahagia yek bluek~

alrite2,enuf for now.exam week,bring it on!!!!*slaps the face on both sides*.oww,should not have done that.

mum,dad,miss ya guys.doakn sharaf~

Family Day 09/10

2010-02-02T18:42:00.012+08:00

"ya hadirin sekalian, mari sama2 kita enjoy Hari Keluarga MEDCY. dan seperti yang anda lihat sekarang, di seksyen 3 sedang berlangsungnya permainan teh tarik bagi sisters. mari2 sokong rumah sukan anda yang sedang bertungkus-lumus di padang. hohoho while watching, please enjoy the next song by Artic Monkeys with their song Fluorescent Adolescent.enjoy~!"

congratulations to all the committee in succeeding the event. well done to shake as the only head, naim and mira as the pc, nik n fateh as the successor of the SnR(guys,learn from this current bureau.not the bureau before).

a captain abandoning the ship is a captain not worth to be respected at all,especially for his own sake. the crew who worked they way through the hardship is the crew anyone would be proud of. no ship shall be able to sail the great seas without a decent crew with a great captain above.

2010-01-29T10:48:00.004+08:00

huahuahua, so its been a week since the incident. life on campus for the past 2 days have change. every where i go, people seem to stop & stare as if im like a walking muzium artifact. peeps, im just a guy walking with crutches. feel free to pass by anytime. you dont have to slow down because of me. aiya -_-"..

alrite2, flashback. lets go back to 22nd january. since we're almost leaving, its was the last chance to play on the same team with farabi (different kulliyyah mate), raziman, jimmy etc. and it was another opportunity to play against people of different skill level. unfortunately, rain had poured down causing the court to be quite slippery. even the early match between the girl's team were worrying. did remember during the night, alia fell quite hard, azri having trouble with the ball, fatin the KKM had trouble in her position, mas slipping. somehow, deep inside me, something was bugging me. a hunch maybe. and gawd, it had to be true >_<. nothing during the sister's match aite. it all started when the brother's came on the court. first few minutes were ok UNTIL, jeng jeng jeng. lets express it like a real commentator aite? heheeh. that'll be quite interesting.

"Arion has the ball. they're breaking into PJ's half. Raziman and Sharaf are pressuring the guard, trying to intercept any passes made. Arion makes a pass deep inside the 3-point line. he's free to shoot! Sharaf's runs back. he jumps! Arion shoots! the ball.its.its.its..." (alrite,so i can't recall what happened to the ball. lets skip that part shall we? =P) "owwww, looks like Sharaf is down. Andy, mind telling us what had just happened down there on the court? well Tom, its seems that when he jumped to stop that shot, his right foot seem to slipped. unfortunately, what broke his fall was his right ankle, supporting all that weight during impact. looks like he's out for the rest of the game. back to you." so you get the picture rite? anyhow, thanx to bro fadzil and irfan for rushing me to PPUM. X-ray came back clean. no fracture nor broken bones. just some swelling which isnt that big. then we went back to AC. took 5 guys to carry me up to the second floor as if i was a corpse or something lol. gratitudes to farabi, farisham, zul, irfan & a first year who was buzy playing futsal. before i forget, i became the patient for 2 people who'll im sure end up as great doctors. round of applause to Dr. Farisham & Dr. Farhan for setting up the hanging thingy, taking care of me. basically what a nurse should do for a patient.but they did one hell of a job. siap berjaga malam tuh~wahahahaha.alhamdulillah

so lets get to the real deal. my ankle was still swollen and some parts are blue in colour. even my toes were getting bigger. went to PPUM, they said i'll only get to see the orthopedic by next week. so i ended up being in Kg Baru. one of the nurses saw my leg and said, "eeeee, bulatnye!"*groan while looking at her*. the orthopedic examined me for a while, saying bout parts which i dont know myself. gave me crutches. did an MRI. long day at the hospital huhuhu. results came in on tuesday. mom came back in the afternoon so i asked her whether dad told her the results. she was smiling and said, "haaa, putus2. kena operate," or something like that. i thought she was kidding. bad news was, she wasnt. dad came back before maghrib and said 2 of my ligaments or tendon, but i think ligament kowt, was koyak/putus. grade 3! adeh! now he's asking other opinions. if i do need to do surgery, in 2 weeks time. wait. 2 weeks? exams!!! gahhhhhh!!! bengong2. huhuhhu. relax, relax. bawak bertendang, jangan bertenang ngeeeee =D. ade hikamh di sebalik semua. as shake said to me, "Allah takkan uji kalo x mampu..maknenye mampu la tuh..bukan semua org dpt rasa susah gini...kire betuah la ni...".

so hopefully i'll be able to go through this. compared to my brother's & sister's in the middle east, they're going through a hell lot of pain. what im goin through is like a drop of water in an ocean. He knows whats best for me. so suck it up sharaf! huahuahua. praying things will turn out ok. amiin...

2010-01-28T09:51:00.002+08:00

torn ligament?

operation needed?

Gawd,for real?????

*sigh*

pls give me strength in these few weeks.

2010-01-19T08:09:00.006+08:00

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why is it a good deed seems to be the cause of the scar within?hmmm.truthfully,hearing those words may be enough to destroy every strong till the smallest will inside.thanx for saying it again and again.

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Sesungguhnya hamba insan yang lemah.cinta ku terhadap Mu telah diabaikan.setiap perbuatan yang dibuat mengundang kemarahanMu,setiap kata-kata melalaikan diriku dari mencari jalan mendekati Mu.tiada cinta yang lebih indah dari cintaMu,cinta yang abadi.

2010

2010-01-06T18:54:00.003+08:00

2010 came in the blink of the eye.many events took place throughout the whole year.some happy,sad,painful.u get the idea rite?anyhow,since 2 decade has past by,as one said to me,im still a kid deep within.wat can i do.i am me.whether i change or not,tats another question.who knows wats awaiting in the future.life is a mystery, a journey with unknown variables.the probability of knowing wat may happen next is a close as 0.000000000000000001.only He knows,not us puny human...

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a first time experience for a fellow roommate seeing me getting an asthma attack.Gawd,was he terrified.me?well technically i would love to see his expression.yet,since i was the one with the disease,i hardly can remember anything besides forcing my lungs to breath in more and more oxygen.sham was a pro handling this kind of situation.only this time,something different happened.as i recall it,he did say my abdomen stopped moving.literally stopped.wow,tats new for me,errr i think?who knows.just glad im still able to have my eyes open on the next day,though it did sux having to face a day of misery.ahh,wat the heck.

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MAIG,Rafest,MACFEST,FESTIVEN.loads of event are did/are/will be taking place during the end of this semester. in charge of publication n promotion for Rafest with Gaffar, was involved with MAIG to be among the committee of the explorace with sham ,kosa n maryam(well3,wadya know.turns out she was the head of explorace hehehe).yeah,many events.as for MEDCY,3 more activities are left for this tenue: trip to kuantan,AGD,n family day. as one of the SnR member said to me,"ape jadi ngan budak2 SnR skung nih??rindu seyh". yeah, i couldnt agree more.i miss having all those meeting,the havoc between the committees, the food after every post mortem. owever,i doubt id be able to be involved anymore.tough luck rite?hmm...

2009-11-19T02:45:00.003+08:00

another sleepless nite for me i guess.paan and sher ngah sedap layan mimpi masing2.me?well my eyes can hardly close for wat reason even i dont noe.something bothering my mind i guess.hmmm.well,lets recap on wat has happened since i last posted up anything:

3rd nov,the date where i was brought out to this world.no complaining though life itself may seems soooo emm not paradise?course not!thats our purpose in life duhhh heheheh.nways,it didnt really started out much.attending a meeting which didnt finish till after the clock struck 12midnite with fscc n all the head sports,captains ie.*sigh* a responsibility is a responsibility.gotta finish those up before doing anythin for myself.though eja called me in the middle of the riot n some frens did cheer me up by wishing me infront of all those peeps.OCC meeting if im nt mistaken?gaaahhhh,who cares!thx ijah n anis =).next,a meeting with the rest of the SnR peeps.didnt cross my mind they'd gather to celebrate my bday.gracias peeps n im really sori for ruining the nite aite.all of u who gathered tat nite.(mas,nk sgt abg nangis,kat bilik da nangis k!wuwuwuwuw)really didnt deserve it looking back how i acted to all of u.again,gomenne mad,mira,shake,nu',ipan,azri,bama,kema,sher,paan,gya(gessh,didnt have to scold me gurl.scary ooo),hamdi,afiq,ghaf,mas,fiqah,pipah,ekin,alia,dira,hani,fatin(adeh,ramai lak.xingt sape lagi ade huhuh.sori)*bows again n again*.n thx for the cake.oh ya,rewind a few days back.thanx mum,dad,fuzz,bubulat,ngah,buasmak,un.rosli,ajiz,fathin,kak dya for the dinner n the present.ngeee,a new SE phone(the nokia was sent to for repair and hasnt return till now huhuh).rezki xkan nk tolak.org kasi,kita terima ngahahahah.alhamdulillah =).orite2.fast forward again.msgs came in from all over the place(thx people n sori for asking who's this again n again.contacts r all kept in the old one so yeah,u get the idea).got a bag n a puffy keychain which people keep mistaking it as a real food(cant blame it though.the looks,the smell,the softness).well,had a great day.thx to all tat cheered my day(sori for being annoying n such.ma head was filled with things regarding SMAC).

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7th Nov,the starting battle between all 11 courses in cfs iium during SMAC(somehow,kinda feels tat the sentence is weird o_O). football,netball,volleyball,takraw,basketball,futsal,ragbi,pingpong,badminton,free-fight n tug-of-war(bros only this year.sis xdpt nk defend title musy hehehe) were the sports carried out throughout the event.unfortunately,MEDCY's football team managed to qualify till the quarter final after suffering a defeat from IRK(tension den main game tuh.hmmmph!).on the bright side,i got to join a real ragbi match between MELEX n PRESSS.wham!bam!slam!the excitement!the thrill.injured pun injured la.one cant describe the joy of tat game hehehehe.miraculously,i only came out with a couple of bruises on my hand heheh.in the end,we lost to.but hey,we had fun slamming people to the ground.kinda wanna join again >_<.lol anyways,basketball went through till the semi's.ahhh,nvm.here's the results:

basketball bro-bronze

sis-gold

futsal sis n bro-bronze

football knocked-out at quarter finals

netball 4th place

badminton bro n sis(single)-bronze

bro(double)-gold

pingpong bro(single n double)-gold

volleyball bro-silver

sis-4th place

rugby knocked-out at group stage

tug-of-war knocked out at quarter finals(IDEA hantar tentera gajah ooooo)

takraw silver

did i missed out anything??well,anyone knows any mistakes,just inform.overall,ENGENIUS won first place,followed by MEDCY,n 3rd by ECONS.owh n this year,FSCC decided to make a trophy for the most well-managed contingent.terkejut beruk den when they announced MEDCY won~!yattaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!though i may not bring back the overall trophy.atleast i managed to bring back another trophy for MEDCY.thanx to everyone's contribution,dedication,support,cooperation dan yang satu keluarga dengannya hehehehe.we could not have win tat if none of u helped out.arigato gozaimas!(hopefully HMS wat la celebration skit hehehe).also not forgetting the managing and reporting for the sports(sher,pah,jibah,nu',ghaf,fais).owh n those tat supported our team.as head contingent,thank u so much.payah kowt kena psycho ngan supporters opponent hehehe.

alhamdulillah,now SMAC has ended,my final job as head sport is complete.no more activities for now.besides,gotta let my right hand heal.dont wanna go to class everyday wrapping my hands.all eyes looking like a hunter searching for its prey.sheeeshhh.as the doctor said to me,"rice".not rice nasi k. R.I.C.E(rest,ice,compression,elevation).gotta keep tat in mind hehehe.so yeah,gotta rest now.class starts at 8am.hopefully my eyes will shut soon...

another new chapter

2009-10-27T10:12:00.003+08:00

entering the 2nd day of my 2nd sem for my 2nd in uia pj(yeah,too many 2nds lol).yup2,its my final semester before entering Kuantan campus(hey GEM!u watch out!i'll b there soon tau).so far,nothing interesting yet.though,a sad event took place.yesterday,an un-enjoyable reunion between me and the other Johannians at Xiao En Funeral Parlour.Kam Fatt,Qi Kitt,Izzat,Adrian,Eng Chah,Quan Yen,Yong Siang,Kok,Reffai,Rafiq,Hana,Selva,guys.we lost a great friend which non of us will forget.truthfully,i was so shocked hearing the news last tuesday.its been what?almost 5 years i guess since i met everyone from SJI.getting the news of a fellow comrades death.i kept reading the text message over n over again.i even called up Kam Fatt to make sure it was true or not.hmmmm,but now he's gone,nothing can be done no more.the time that's lost will never return...

SMAC is coming up in less than 2 weeks.players for MEDCY still hasnt been confirm yet.hopefully by tomorrow,everything will be finalized.gotta send the jerseys back to pertama to do the printing of names.saturday will be the drawing of lots.alls been done.the only thing left is play the game (with no injuries,i hope).

(in memories of Lim Boon Jim,a loyal son,a great friend,may you rest in peace my friend)

2009-10-19T01:28:00.002+08:00

while spending my holidays with watching nothing but anime,something caught my eye.nah,its not anything which causes ur eyes to pop out.rather,questions asked to a young boy while performing a warrior ritual.kinda made me think to.

-what is sharaf?

-what is the proof of sharaf's existence?

-why does sharaf even exist?

yeah2,i noe.im a human;the proof is im alive;the 3rd one is to beribah kpd Tuhan.but im nt looking for those answers.im trying to look for others.something deep.answers which would,for once,force u to think thn just babble watever comes out of ur head.its just somethin else tat i to needed an answer.my life during these few days was nt as enjoyable as one may say.seriously.so now,question need to be answered.

oh n btw,never underestimate animes aite.u never noe wat u may learn...

2009-10-07T21:20:00.003+08:00

holidays for 3 weeks have started.yet,me n the other head Sports couldnt quite get the rest we wanted cause in these 3 weeks,preparation is needed for the upcoming Sports & Martial Arts Carnival,SMAC.players needed to be re-confirm as rules keep changin again n again,jerseys needed to be made for all those group sports(football,volleyball,basketball...u get the picture),finance for stuffs(flag,scrolls,deco???darn,xpikir lg theme..shoot!!!!!!!!).besides doing all those dirty jobs,some of us needs to practice too.lame kowt x training.adeh.sah2 zul & farabi would be pissed of seeing how i later on huhuhh.sori captains!!trying to work my footwork n handling.*sigh* y la they had to do it so early??oh ya.for all u players reading this,make sure u peeps got the money to pay aite!no money,no jersey for u then kekekeke.n our colour is red.hope u guys accpt it ngahahahha

2009-09-18T02:11:00.003+08:00

ramadhan is almost over,syawal its around the corner.going to brunei tomorrow but somehow,things doesnt feel rite.supposed to be excited bout goin back.yet,y am i not feeling so??hmmm..

its hard.really.having the very person whom u used to share every single thing becoming one of those the hardest to speak with.seriously,the courage needed to even say hi aint there.there's just ackwardness,fear.really hope i can lay back n talk.still hope we can share things like before.like we used to.wat the heck,who am i to ask anythin anymore,seeing wats happen.yeah well,life aint like a bed of roses as quoted by ustaz nijam.and the way things are,i'll never deny it.one by one,things are falling apart.one by one......

nways,an advance salam aidilfitri to all,maaf zahir batin to whoever reads this.for those people whom i've done any wrong doings,this humble being ask for ya 4giveness.

denial

2009-09-14T16:43:00.003+08:00

wat do u want from me??ur asked,i answer..

yet u still block ur ears,denying wat i've been telling..

i noe its ur field,but u wanted to know wats goin on..

yet,if u've decided,wats the point asking me over n over?

im confused..

really am..

2009-09-08T04:01:00.004+08:00

its 4.01am n i have yet to get the 6 hours sleep hehehe.just finished physics(haih,lemah den subject ni) tutor..however,another assignment awaits my hand to start writing it huhuh.chemistry exercise given by the one n only,Madam NIK =).suke2 hehehehe tp kena smbung sok pg lak..yeah2,i noe chem aint my strongest sub.but it sure aint my weakest too.n besides,wen madam ajar,best kowt!!!~cantek,menarek tertarik dgn cara die ajar..some may say biasa.not me.theres something bout how she explains things.just like ustaz nijam, teacher rashidah,t.muthla, t.mimie n ust zul sidek.cant really explain it but there sure is somethin tat makes me really enjoy it.hopefully,i cn boost my grades back up..if not,huhuhuh xtau la nk kate ape.arghhhhhh,4 days left till holidays but i jst cant feel the excitemnt bout it (eventhough da mula stat dgr lagu2 raya kat tgkt nih huhuh).myb coz during the holiday which is less thn 2 weeks,i've gotta cram everythin in my head rather thn main bunga api,mercun etc..*sigh* miss the time wen i was a kid..leh blk kg tnpa pk byk2 n enjoy sakan di ambang raya huhuh.well,life just moves forward,nt backwards.tats how it is.tats how we have to accpt it.once its gone,it aint never coming back,no matter how much u want it...

p/s:to the one responsible for the awesome thingy hehehehe,thank you100x soooooooooooooo much..really appreciate it..cant describe how hapi to get it =)..arigato-ne ..huhuhuh rlly would hug u till u suffocate tau bwahahaha..thx alot

2009-08-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

sedih di hati bila tidak bersama insan yang dikasihi..

sedih di hati melihat sahabat2 mampu berjaya,tapi diri makin mundur ke belakang...

tetapi,

lebih sedih memikirkan mengapa amal ibadah yang begitu penting dilakukan dengan lalai sekali...

lebih sedih memikirkan kembali mengapa telah diberi peluang tetapi disia-siakan...

lebih sedih melihat masa yang tak mungkin kembali lagi pergi begitu sahaja...

Ya Allah,adakah tidak sedar akan kewujudan Yang Maha Esa jika tidak berada dalam kesusahan?

mengapakah diri ini tidak bersyukur padaMu?

apakah diri ini sudah termasuk mereka yang jahil sehinggakan amanah yang diberikan tidak mampu dilaksanakan?

adakah daku akan diberi lagi peluang untuk bertemu dengan bulan yang mulia ini?

tidakkah diri ini sedar,setiap experiment yang dilakukan,segala pemerhatian,pembedahan,setiap satu membuktikan lagi mengenai kebesaran Ilahi yang tiada tandingan...

oleh itu,mengapakah diri ini masih lagi bongkak?

Ya Allah,bantulah hambaMu...

HnF (day 2-6)

2009-08-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

here's some pics taken during the following days..

HnF (day 1)

2009-08-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

finally,after several annoying weeks dealing with the upper people,Art & Recreation (formerly known as Sport & Recreation which is now under me since meji has gone to kuantan huhuhhu) in collabration with Publication & Promotion (now under King aka Ghafrun) da berjaya menjalankan our first program which was Health & Fitness week starting from the 9th-14th August.

initially,we wished to held a paintball tournament for the peeps in CFS.unfortunately,due to some problems faced by us including our friends of econs(thx ad,atiqah n qis for ur work..sori for all the troubles huhuh),it had to be cancelled.not to mentioned our "wau" competiton pun x menjadi coz the higher peeps questioned us bout it.aiyo.nk buat any competition,kena ade kaitan ngan SMAC???come on la.we're doing it so people can have fun k.sitting here 24/7 with not much activities,naik gile den huhuh.hmmmph,biar je la.janji da settle keje den kekekeke.so yeah,on the first day,we only end up having only 2 games which were futsal n basketball for both brothers n sisters.maybe since ESTOUR was taking place exctly on monday,sisters kurang skit kot.jimat tenaga nk dikatakn hehehehe.things went well,even though we came across some problems.the main thing,all of em had fun playing(yes alkaff,u beat them 4-0 walaupn kena sepak hahahaha).

here are some snapshots taken from the first day(not much coz the camera was available after 4 or 5):

it ended around 10+ if im not mistaken.for those participating,xsabar nak balik tidur atas katil yang agak empuk nk dikatakn hehehe.but for the committees,we had to continue our work at the hall plak coz throughout the whole week(till friday to b exact),exhibitions were held at the AMF.sports,alternative rejuvenation,percussions, n also blood donation(credits to RCC for carrying it out).so nk xnk,kena la susun kerusi meja smua.yeah2,ape gunenye IP rite?well,plans always change so tats y.plus,we had to hias our very own mini kampung.so yeah,kena la wat keje sendiri.but thanx to all who contributed walaupun tepaksa kemas smpai 1am lebih.rasa tu pn xsettle kn hahah.but yeah.arigato minna-san!

2nd day will be posted up later.tutor xsiap lagi ni heheheh.ambil masa relax jap akakakaka.

back again

2009-08-02T09:19:00.000+08:00

so its been more thn a month since my last post..wat the heck..things have been quite hectic for me..cut things short,several events passed by..Pre-AGM,AGM(yeah2,loads of things to say bout it but already been said by others so biar la),handling the health & fitness week which is coming soon(yet another program which bugs the hell out of me..wadya really expect from our biro?i mean,arts n recreation.so how come we cant do anything connecting to arts??!!!sheeeessshh),mid-sem which just finished yesterday..yup2,mcm2 la..think got some more lol..missed meeting farah, who came to town before goin back to the states (shut up fathin..no need to brag bout it lol)..iman's also home for the time being before heading back to her new home..wonder wat saddiq's up too now??havent heard anything from him for quite some time.. think musa's doing great.didnt got the time to read his blog..wonder hw living in a whole new place feels..not in M'sia i mean..come on..based on iman's pictures(damn their good huhh),u can really see,feel the differences of other country compared to "tanah air ku" kekekekeke..hopefully one day i'll be able to go somewhere,insyaAllah..but first things first;gotta passed this program to pursue further..one year to go,n if 'tiada aral melintang',im off to kuantan!!yatta!!then another four years before *gulp*, working.gives me the shivers thinking bout it.but heck,sooner or later,everybody's gotta let go of their childish act,teenage fun,n grow up.work,have a family maybe.who knows kekekek.the future is always full of surprises =)..

by the way,to my dear babah,hapi bday i wish to u..may u have a wonderful day awaiting for u..truly,u've been a great dad that a son can wish for..sori to make u worry on this day due to my injury yesterday huhuhu(really owe this to a teamate hehehe..thanx for twisting this knee of mine mate =P)..wat a bday present eiy dad?? ='(..the only thing i can give to u is my doa n my love..thank you bah..

to kak long,sori i missed out ur kenduri yesterday..xtau lak they went in the noon..hmmm hopefully everything went well..congratulations anyway..smga berkekalan hingga anak cucu hehehe..

2009-06-24T07:22:00.000+08:00

a lil too much of work?or basicly is it just becoz im lacking some sleep.honestly,i have the slighest clue y.alas,the trembling of these hands not only worries me,actions are also becoming involuntary.honestly,last nite,it was shaking like an earthquake with a 5.6 ritcher scale.well,myb tats a bit too much.but a joke i would not write.luckily i wasn't the one doing the junior's interview.if not,heck i may be the one tat ends up looking nervous rather than them hahaha..
*sigh* God,plz stop the pain n also the trembling.

great people

2009-06-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

kepada setiap insan yg dipanggil sebagai seorang guru,hapi teachers day i wish to all of ya.without ur guidance,ur care,ur support,ur teachings,i wouldnt be where i am right now.though the future is still is mystery.myb a road full of hardship,or myb a smooth-sailing path awaits,i may not know right now.but i know,i'll overcome every obstacle that comes in my way,using,applying every knowledge u have given to me in the past.thank you is all i can say for now.nt only to my teachers.to all my nakama,ur not just a friend.u r also a teacher.each of u had taught me different things,whether u realised it or nt.thank u all.may all of u are blessed by Him,insyaAllah..Hapi teacher's day(walaupn dh lepas dh huhuh)...

n to teacher mimie suraya,hapy b'day i wish to u.semoga dirahmatiNya insyaAllah.
may u have a great year with ur loving family.thank u teach 4 everythin =)

fall

2009-06-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

the incident tat i didnt want u to noe..huhuhu the very reason i couldnt join any sports a few months..
heck,until now i still thnk it hasnt recovered heheheh :D
(thx fateyn coz merakam every match..yg b/g suara tuh die la heheheh)

week 1

2009-06-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

just finished shooting some hoops at ukc's basket court.played a few rounds n i kinda managed to overcome my fear(though i kinda get freak out everytime Man comes at me during a fastbreak huhuhh..teringat time SMAC,was sent out during the 3rd quarter ='(...).well wat a week.having meetings 3 nights in a row,got madam nik as my chem lecturer (hapi!!!!!...errr i guess :P).bro omar gave quite a taaruf sesion to me n my fellow nurses of group 15.still having some trouble sleeping during the nights tho.hmmm,yeah2,quite a hectic week.with all the adding n dropping subjects,the first year students,medcy etc.
btw,to our fellow head prep n tech in SnR,hapi bday bro.nice 'burger'ing ya hhuhuhu...
waduuuh,sakit blakang den dh.nasib class stat lmbt...

pagi di ac

2009-06-01T08:11:00.000+08:00

"sharaf,sharaf..bgn subuh.."gaya ustaz paan bgnkn org dr tido.bukan main lembut lg suara die tuh huhuh."bgn dh la".thx mate,but i didnt sleep much pn.couldnt sleep actually.biarlah.neways,registering for our second year today.waiting for the guys to get ready.nk wat cmne.for us,we have a long journey huhuh.duk ac kn hehehehe.tapi tula,my body kinda hurts pg ni.gatal2 main basket sampai tengah malam,kn dh kena hehehe.tp xpela.dpt kenal2 junior skit.n boy,they put up a good fight,tats for sure.pancit den dibuatnye ahakz.

perghhhh,diorang dah siap.gile express hahhaha.gotta go clear up some things kat anr n all.adoi2.sabar jela huhuh..

starting again

2009-05-31T13:06:00.000+08:00

had some up and downs these few days.wat can i say?tats how life is.neways,im currently at uia now.MUKC II or rather known as mahallah aishah.resting my head for a while.tired "gotong-royong" with farisham who curently is snoozing on his double-decker bed which will only be used by a single person.hopefully,i hope,my life will slow down a bit n things will look a bit better.
hopefully...

2009-05-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

crap!crap!crappppp!!!
you've gotta be joking!!!
no way man!!!seriously!!!
arghhh,you better be wrong!!!
HELL NO MAN!!!HELL NO!!!
pls screw up!
at least on this freaking day..
pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhh*
(-_-")

twist

2009-05-23T03:21:00.000+08:00

3.21am..seems like a countdown rite?heck im nt sure.my body's been bugging me all day long.is something wrong inside me actually??truthfully,im quite worried.with the way my body's been acting,God knows wats happening...

*sigh* neways,starting my 2nd year of foundation soon.yeah,still grouped under nursing.though i've been thinking bout it for quite a time.honestly,have i been doing wats right this whole time?i mean,am i walking the path i should be?regardless to all those high ambitions i've been saying since kindergarden,its a huge responsibility.medicine,nursing.i dont care.but the fact i'll b responsible for a human being's life.LIFE!!it aint a small matter i'd tell ya.one mistake may be fatal.imagine giving a wrong dignosis,or accidently over-dosing a patient's medicine.all those positive respond on whether i should stick with wat im doin or should i change,i really appreciate it.yet,confusion still clouds the mind of lil sharaf.will i find it soon?or will i b walking down a path of deception?truthfully,seeing people pursuing wat they want.i truly envy it.doctors,journalist,management,architects.darn it!darn it!darn it!arghhhhhhhhhh......

God,i seek Ur help.i seek Ur guidance.

minds

2009-05-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

sitting there in the shadows..

yeah,tats exactly the right thing for him to do.

just stay like that.

at least it cant get any worse...

time

2009-05-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

walking down the path where they once were together.

watching,remembering,all those times.
hapi nor sad,those moments will remain in his heart.
knowing the truth hurts.
yet,he stands to his belief,hoping all this is a dream.
but looking back,its a dream tat came true.
he once tried to never think bout it.
shared with her everything.
now,
time will decide it all....

moments

2009-05-13T04:30:00.000+08:00

as he woke up,only one thing was running through his mind."was that real?"
he once dreamt of losing a loved one.it did happen.
now this?God no.its been a painful ride.he cant face bear to see it happen.
not now.he knows its gonna happen.it always do.
but he's not prepared.not after the recent incident.
he's scared.really is.please,help..

the news

2009-05-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

aih,bukan main lagi mentor ku sorang tuh.after reading the latest news,he came into the room announcing that Nizar has been officially elected as the MB.excited bukan main lagi.habis2.confirm today the country will be quite kecoh kowt.n im pretty sure pak jat would be blogging bout this soon hahahah.

trust

2009-05-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

2.07am.yet,im still wide awake.my coughs r headaches havent become worse,for the time being.so wats really bothering me every now n then??hmmmm an obvious answer,i guess.but hey,it all started with me so yeah,i just have to face the truth even it does hurt.knowing tat memories r fading away,nt being the person reliable anymore.maybe it aint as painfull,myb its the same,or myb its more.God knows it.nothing much can be done.heck,theres nothing at all i guess xcept just sitting in the shadows,hoping,praying that a path will show up.
myb it'll take days,myb weeks,months.myb it'll take years,myb never at all...

<3 specially for u...

2009-05-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

dearest mum,thank you very much for wat u have done for me.no words can describe the gratitude i owe to u.not even a mountain of ur very favorite dish can repay wat u did 4 me,nor the love u have given to me for the past 18 years,6 months n 7 days.im really sori i've been a dissappointment for u,nor have i been a good child.i just wish i can do wat i can to make u hapi,to make u smile while i still have the chance.only Allah can repay every single deed u 've done for me.thanks mum...

Hapi Mother's Day =)

<3.urs>

a surprise from India >_<

2009-05-10T10:29:00.001+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ustaz nijam is in kl??????!!!!well technically i did scream out in my head.xkn nk scream out loud infront of chikcharm heheheh.well nways,called him up friday morning.will b picking him up at AP around noon.i dnt mind.heck,for a teacher who helped a lot in my life,i wont mind the trouble at all.so then,rombongan pelajar2 5bc went to pick him up(just 1 car tho since xramai hehehe).we then did a quick detour to TAR college,picking up anothr student which misses her dear teacher a lot,tats for sure heheh.escorted ustaz around the so-called new adni lol(sori man u had to go bear with the kids huhuh).it was fun seeing the reaction made by our teachers heheh.especially chikcharm yg ngah sibuk mengajar,ust maceda yg peluk xlepas.oh ya,drs harun's expression was also quite funny.teacher selina smpat lg kasi hadiah utk ustaz hehehe.well we were blame for the chaos made huhuhu.sampai ati cikgu lolz.had to split since my class was after Jumaat prayer.but after class,manage to catch up b4 he went home(ngah sibuk borak ngan mo n kosa.ntah ape la diorg borak smpai ust kate,"haa,panjang umur din..").

im said he wanted to ajak ustaz for lunch tomorrow.wat the..???esok nk buat,rini baru ckp.bertuah2.biarla.so after tlg2 my mum berkebun skit(wat??ingat laki xpndai ke???!!!),siap2 utk jumpa the rest at klcc.the rest eh??i wonder who lol.well turns out melor,khuz,rasya,basma,alfie,amin,im n me were the only peeps.rmai je nk dtg bt xkesmpaian.got other things to do.(blame im peeps!!!!die yg buat last minute hahahaha).xpe2.insyaAllah ade rezki we'll do it with the whole gang.hopefully,even naseer will come,iman finishing from canada,saddiq returning from the states.hopefully....

nt only u taught us simply mathematic n additional maths to me n my fellow frens, u also help guiding me,taught me tat life aint just a bed of roses,nor rome was built in one day.ur jokes,ur brunei accent which comes out wen we speak.how grateful i am to met a great person like u,some1 im proud to say he was my mentor,my teacher,my friend.i know my writing aint as marvelous as me dear nakamas of 5bc,im only able to say such words to u.thank you ust nijam....

pusing2

2009-05-09T09:44:00.000+08:00

wt a week..all those ups n downs,man,my life is really turning upside down hehehe.nuts i tell ya!!!tats hw i am lol..anyways,had to return back to pj on tuesday since im having my muet speaking on wed at 7.30am!!wat the...???!!pelik2 btul la diorng ni wat exam pgi2 gitu.pape la,malas den nk pk.so yeah,had to minta cuti dr keje.tp smpat la kasi keje kat budak2 tuh.(ceh,hapi x hengat budak2 tu.huhuhuh).accompanied hafiz all the way to cfs,smpai2 dh zuhur.kluar2 je,nmpk la 3 hamba Allah ngah duk sibuk cucuk2 mesin CIMB.sape lg klo bkn family SnR aku tu(masing2 yg mulut mmg pergghh heeheheh.)shake,kim n piqah.ntah br blk dr mane ntah.thn kate petang nk wat meeting sat utk program next sem.aduih,br dtg dh ade meeting??xpe2,SnR nye pasal.gue xkesah sgt.some of the mates where like,"ko ni,short sem xde pn leh ade meeting.mmg kaki meeting tul la".hmm biar la.nk wat cmne.so jmpa la kat jejantas pkul 3.30.owh wait,tat was me.yg len lewat skit hahahaha.wen the rest came,trus la bincang mcm2.tp blh lak berlaku incident yg mmg lawak gile hahahaha.~berguling3 smbil gelak~waaaa,sakit perut gelak.sian kim.hehehehe.mcm2 la kerenah family ku ni.adoiii.xpe2,dh lepas.biar je la k huhuhu.so bes meeting,jejaka2 SnR lak ajak nk pi pasar.pasar malam???hmmm,br pegi 2 kali spnjg masa i was at cfs.ikut je la.so pas solat,we began our journey.as the mighty knights began their journey,caught a glimpse of a bunch of people walking out to the pasar.one of em sure looks familiar.xpkai spek pn kenal kowt hehehe.but just to make sure i didnt get the wrong person,try tgk betul2.kbtulan die berhenti kat pasar tu.experimnt1:how to make sure u dnt get the wrong person.!!talk loudly.if they turned,tadaa heheh.n wadya know,it did work.kawan sekelas sejak form 3 tuh heheh.tp xtegur la.die sibuk nk beli mkn mlm kowt keh3.anyways,the went wandering around for almst half an hour kot.nt much stuff pn.lantak la.so we enjoyed our dinner,selesaikn urusan smua.b4 9,me n ad dh siap gerak og seminar room.yeap2,MEDCY's committee meeting.hmmm,ntah ape sgt la nk dibincangkn.pergi jela.buat susah diri je pi pikir byk2.padahal nk exam esok tuh.adoi3.habis pn lewat.hmmm.next morning,wokejust barely made it to the exam.habis potpet2 dlm bilik tu,pg la bersarapan dulu sblm balik.smpat gak jd bahan some people pg tuh.sabar2.sori yerk klo kena teruk huhuhu.by noon,headed back home with loads of thing in this head of mine.just wanna have a good rest n hoping a better day may come *sigh*....

(-_-") late post huhuh

2009-05-04T12:51:00.000+08:00

yeah2,i noe..hvnt been bloggin for a while eventhgh byk benda tejadi..xkesampaian je kot hehehe(padahal cuti!!!wtf???hahahaha)..
nways,rewind time....!!!!!!!!!!(swishhhh)

SATURDAY,APRIL 25 - MUET!!!*sigh*.had to stay bak for a couple of days at pj.nk get back to exam mood i guees??-_-".ended up sleeping in any room yg ade xtra katil on the first nite while on the 2nd nite,shared katil ngan ucop kekeke.mekasih la ye cop.syok ko main komputer hehehehe.but hey,it rlly wasnt my day tat day.woke up on the wrong side of the bed,couldnt get through the nite wit a good sleep,still sick,got quite a shock...walking to amf with loads of things in this small head...all i could do was bear i can get through it.damn,time dewan panas,mcm dlm oven.time sejuk mcm dlm fridge.hampeh!!!dh la pkai lengan pendek.grrrrrr.boy,hapi x hapi smua wen the pengawas said,"masa dh tamat.smua calon dikehendaki utk berhenti menulis.sila letakkan pen anda".my head was spinning n spinning.almost collpsed on the way back.but tried to tahan infrnt of everyone.ingat time balik, boleh la relax2.guess nt.was asked to go tgk bola.final,Selangor vs Kelantan.i was like,"wat the heck???piala m'sia,sape nk tgk????"n besides,i still wasnt in a condition to enjoy pape.truth is,just nk smpaikn hajat org.huhuh,smpai2 bukit jalil,mak datuk!!rmai gile bab!!!lautan merah tuuuuuuu!!!(both team were red bt tat nite,S'gor wore yellow while K'tan wore red).risau gak duk dkat penyokong2 ni.kang ade yg fanatic sgt,pyh gak nnti huhuhuh.planning to go back b4 full.tp 90 min and the score was still 0-0.mane leh nk balik!!!bukan slalu dpt tgk final live..n also,it was my first time watching bola sepak M'sia hehehe..xleh pakai nye warga M'sia hehehe..after extra,seri 1-1 lak.xde2,tgk penalty plak.tp ktrg siap2 nk blk la.tgk dr bawah je(me,my bro n some friends).prittttttt!!!!Selangor menang!!!hehehehe.next thing i know,we were running to get to the earliest train.alhamdulillah sempat la tp in tat compartment,smua penyokong K'tan.gulp.terdiam ktrg dlm tren.pape pn,alhamdulillah selamat smpai umah.mmg pengsan tuh....*sigh*condition was slightly worse than b4....

during the PK...huhuhuhhu debar gile

SUNDAY,April 26 - after the morning class,got myslf ready to meet the rest of the SnR crew.excited melebeyh lak diorg nk pegi Sungai Kanching.so yeah,y not.pegi je la.myb this will b the last time spent with those awesome 2nd year peeps.smpai2,they said they were still in the bas la,ape la.ntah la,xingat.pe lg,explore la skit the place.tp it was really nice.the stream,the jungle,the waterfall.boys went swimming at the higher ground coz tmpt tu rmai sgt dh while the gurls went somewhere terpencil skit downstream.mcm2 aksi budak2 laki ni buat.summersault,backflip,belly-flop by who,i cant recall.but man,did it hurt hehehe.pape pn,its a nice getaway place.arghhhhI,my spek!!!!huhuhu yeah2,u cn guess.pecah dh lens die huhuhu.tension2.went back home b4 asar n bamm,mom was already back from N9.ingt xsmpai lg.xsmpat nk borak2 sgt coz badan letih ya ampun huhhu....

hahaha look2,my hands r cming out of the waterfall heheheh...

WEEKDAYS - same ol routine.subuh,drive to school wit fathin,hang out in the resource room till zuhur,have my 1 hour 10 mins BM class with all 12 thai students,stay back till 7pm coz fathin had a rehearsal,detour back to school after maghrib for my hafazan n on certain days,tution with a few juniors..blablablablabla..yup,tats basicly my daily routine.bt hey,kinda felt excited during this week since we're having our Paintball fiesta(technically,tats wat i call it la.it was really an Alumni gathering from batch 1-6).so agak sibuk la.calling peeps here n there,confrmg the attendance,bincang sal transport etc.yet,all tat work was truly worth it.alas,the day has finally arrived!!!SATURDAY,MAY 2,before subuh - hehehe well,i couldnt get much sleep.too excited or had some problems tat nite,cnt rcall it.but alhhmd,things went well walaupun masa lari skit hehehe.tp pape pn,we had a blast.special thx to the organizerto fred,iman,fuds,mo,abg teh,fafan,sya,amin,thx for coming.to all u gen 5 yg xdpt dtg,really wished all of u were there....

black team during jungle area.
team leader:nihlah

blue team.
team leader:tikki

the warrior of the day award goes to....Shaqel!!!after receiving 2 shots at the neck hehehe

leading the black team during the 3rd capture the flag..

after the jungle game..the proud fighter n the awesome cameraman =)..
head,shoulder n my right thigh were shot thx to nabil n hafiz during the zombie war~

came out as the last man standing for the black team.had a 1 on 1 match with hafiz kamarul.xhabis2 main nyorok je.tension2 heheehe.bt hell,it was a tiring week,tats 4 sure....
huhuh n ermmm sori peeps,gmbr2 from atiyah n amir's cam x amik lg..dpt i'll upload it aite.

fear

2009-04-21T09:20:00.000+08:00

Our deepest fear is not that we r inadequate
Our deepest fear is that we r powerful beyond measure
It is our light,not our darkness that most frightens us
Your plane small does not serve the world
There is nothing enlightening about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you
We r all meant to shine as children
Its not just in some of us,its in everyone
And as we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same
As we r liberated in our own fear
Our presence automatically liberate others.

quoted from the saying of Cruz, T

wanna kill time!!!

2009-04-20T11:20:00.000+08:00

tagged from raja ghaffar huhuhuhu..xpela,kinda bored..buat je la kowt lol :P..
25 things bout urself:

1.working my butt everyday hoping to help my parents eventhough it aint much for these 2 months of hols b4 my 2nd yr starts.
2.anime rules!!ngahahaha..come on peeps..dnt deny the truth..msti ade yg suke atlst 1 anime,rite??
3.photography aint just bout taking pictures k!!!its an art!!its also my passion!!lol hahahaha so jgn la ade sape2 bising2 bout it..
4.basketball is way more tiring then football,tats for sure..but heck,both sports r a blast to play hehehe..no 11 all the way!!!!!!!!!
5.if u think ur way better then me at CS,jom lawan paintball la!!ade berani??!!ngehehhehe
6.*sigh* if ade la adobe photoshop in my lappy,sah la a lot of time will be spent on it..yeah2,i like to do designing too k..bt xla hebat sgt mcm tuan ghaffar kite tuh kekekkeke.skadar boleh skit2 jela..
7.missing all my frens from gurney,sji,atah,adni n kmpk..espclly u huhuhh (-_-")....gomenne
8.nk kate reti main alat muzik,xla hbat mane..stkat menghitung hari n Canon D..tu pn stkt skt2 je k..umah sendiri pn xde piano..huhuhuh
9.time shopping,ppl always say guys dont shop.but in the end,it seems tat im the one with the most stuff ngeheheh..nt tat im a shopping freak k..ade la sbb2 membeli brg2 tuh uhuhuhuh..
10.sitting at home,xlayan tido,layan komputer xpn tv..buku???agak payah la gak klo kat umah hhuhuh..kena pg tmpat yg sesuai la lol..
11.oh wait!!!IM A MUSLIM & PROUD OF IT!!!
12.masih lagi hidup di bumi negara M'sia huhuhh..
13.impian ketika zaman kanak2 masih lgi ku mengejar shingga kini..
14.hate seeing ppl i care most to b hurt nor sad..
15.optimist???more like a pessimist (ask those closed to me.dnt noe wat they think)
16.wants ntg more to than make my parents happy in any ways possible (who doesnt rite??hahahah)....
17.hate myself coz being too active in things i do..sheeeesshhh,gotta control myself a bit..terlalu aktif pn x elok, x aktif pn x elok..camne ek???
18.gotta another year before going to kuantan..will things change?????or will it remain the same??hmmmmm.........
19.nt much of a reader,tats 4 sure..bt mangas n jodi picoult's book r wat i read most hehehe..
20.xsuke physic!!!tp leh phm benda tuh...pelik tp benar...*geleng3*
21.waaaaaaaaaaa,nk pegi beijing lak!!!xaci3 huhuh...
22.go Toon Army!!!go Magpies!!! i dnt give a crap wat u peeps have to say hehehe..
23.wanting to own my own slr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!waawawawawa...
24.cant stand people kurang ajar with others espclly parents,teachers,elders..ahhhh,smua jela senang cite kuikuikui....
25.WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!

orite,finally im done huhuh...pple to tag:
1.rab
2.nana
3.iman
4.nad
5.aqilah
6.imran
7.musa
8.ipan
9.aishah
10.syasyi
11.fuddy
12.yaya
13.zu
14.shake
15.pah
--->25. anyone reading this blog,go ahead aite =)

prengPrengprengPreNgpreng..!!!!!

2009-04-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

wow,today was one heck of a day.cam biasa la morning routine.just a lil addition.went breakfast with fred n im kat kawasan sri rampai i think.heck i dunno lol.so yeah,pas mkn smua,fred went back home nk tukar kete,i had to drove im back to get his d60 nikkon(tension je...wen am i gonna get my own cam?!!!!),thn head back to adni.since i had some things to settle,xjd ikut diorang jalan2.besides,i had to go to UIA by today to take my muet slip coz esok i'll b having a full class till morning.its like wat,6 hours????iman,how'd u survive the long classes??? huhuhuhuhsah budak2 tu bosan seeing me for 6 hours straight esok.oh well,guess i gotta think another game yg diorang suke.hahahah just remembered.thought them bout time n dates,then pegi main game DATUK HARIMAU!!!!hahahah,bukan calang2 game tuh hehehe.hanif was the man la.he was really into it.heck,he lifted me for a while time nk kejar anak kambing.malu seyh murid buat gitu huhuhuh.nways,pas settle some stuff,i headed to uia not knowing ad already took my slip for me.len kali inform betul2.bt thanx a lot bro.met up with miss siti hajar,madam saadiah,HM(sempat la bincangkn hal penting tuh heheehhe).by 12.30 or so,headed back to adni coz i got class at 2.10pm.perghhh,bawak kete siap selit2 kiri kanan lg tuh huhu.hopefully xde pape la heheh.so class smpai 3.20,pg rehat kat resource smbil tgk one piece on jabar's com.in the end,it was the laptop tat watched me,not the other way around.huhuh sah penat gile.b4 balik pn,had quite a chat wit one of junior's mum.almost an hour la gak hehehe.xpe2,tahan je lol.balik umah pn smpat baring skejap je coz nk kena balik adni for hafazan n got class wit the juniors.tetiba mintak ajar science lak.i was like,alamak huhuh.mati den nk kena baca dlm masa brape minit je huhuhuh.but alhamdulillah,boleh la gak buat.hopefully they understand n boleh buat their test esok,aminn....

arghhh,orite2,mata dh xtahan dh.huhuhuh,God,help me survive tomorrow....
oh ya.lupe lak ade meeting lagi mlm esok.*sigh....*

dingdong

2009-04-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

coming back from adni for the 2nd time in a day.gosh,the tiredness within me,Tuhan je la tau.n out of all days,tday wasnt a day i could describe as great.well the morning was ok.manage to smile a while.thn iman sent a msg,mintak tlg cover her klas(hope ur better nw man aite..the kids misses u lol).nt tat im complaining.hey,the thai kids r awesome.seriously.yet,it wasnt my day la.xsmpai stengah hari,i began to feel weird.my head began to spin,my chest mula sakit(as always).nk tasmi' pn xdpt.tgk2,i slept till a few mins b4 isya' masuk.*sigh*.honestly,i doubt i noe wat im even writing rite now.if things mcm tunggang-terbalik je,phm2 la.dunno esok larat x pg huhuhu.
yikes,i jst rmmberd.got news tat i'll b having my exam next week!!(wat the fish????!!!!!!!!!last i checked it was on may!!!).bile ntah tarikh die.arghhhh,exam papers for the kids pn xsiap lg,nw i gotta think bout mine huhuhuh.bertuah2.gotta make a detour to uia soon i guess.a few things to settle.medcy,muet dn sbgnye.hmmmm.....

quit?dont!

2009-04-08T02:45:00.000+08:00

*sigh*,my chest is starting to hurt again.really getting tired of this.but nk wat camne,dugaan.slagi masih bernafas,boleh jalan,makan,mandi,solat,syukur la.guess i'll jst write something while hoping the pain will be gone by the time i finish this.well,as usual mlm2 during maghrib i'll go to adni to sambung my hafazan wit ust zubir.rather nt waste my time.as my mum always remind me,"hidup ni skali je.dalam sehari Allah kasi 24 jam.xlebih,xkurang.use it!!masa yang lepas dah tak leh nk ulang...".so yeah,u can say i spend almost my day at adni.during the day,i'll b teaching the thai student,like iman but Bahasa Melayu la huhuh (bangga ust zul sidek kate ade murid yg ikut jejak die huhuhuh.slalu la dpt dgr his famous words time kat GH,"haaa,camtu la my student").anyways,since im teaching bm,everyday msti je jumpa Drs. Harun since he's the bm co-ordinator.pape kena refer die.gawd,i miss the havoc during both bm & sejarah classes.xpenah boring kowt.nt to mention gaya die tuh,perghhh,one of a kind la.huhuh.so yeah,during the day teaching,the nite continue my hafazan.n td kebetulan i saw a paper beside my junior.like to share to those who's reading this simple yet boring blog of mine huhuh.well anyways,as stated by anonymous(2009):

(wajib 2x spacing!!:P)

when life leaves u hanging.....

DON'T QUIT

anything can happen.
bend,but don't break.
challenge your potential.
destiny is a choice.
efforts create opportunities.
follow your intuition.
get back up and try again.
hold on to your vision.
impress yourself.
just dig a little deeper.
keep knocking at doors.
learn from mistakes.
motivate with compassion.
nothing worthwhile comes easy.
own a positive attitude.
problems hold messages.
questions what's not working.
regroup when you need to.
stand up for your principles.
think outside the box.
unite perseverance with resolve.
value knowing when to walk away.
work smarter,not just harder.
xhaust all possibilities.
you can if you think you can.
ZZZ,take naps as needed!

(haaa!did not plagirise it k!still rmmber wat madam Raja Zarina taught huhuh)basicly,those colored are ones which i really need to look back at.jap2,i guess smua penting but tula yang i need take care of lol especially the last 2 colored sentenced huhuhuh.yup2,been told bout this byk kali.xleh nk kira dh.thx ppl for always giving me advices.owh n thx(u noe who u r) for everythn.sori bout wat happen td.rite,gotta get back to sleep,if i can la huhuh tho its still hard to breath hmmmm...

2009-04-05T19:55:00.000+08:00

*sigh*....somehow,things r starting to get way out of hands.the last thing i wanted most is to cause ppl i care trouble.yet,action speaks louder than words.as for me,....hmmmmm....guess i get wat i deserve,rite?rather have me suffer the consequences thn let others do.all those things in the past.nk regret pn ape gune?its nt like i cn turn back time,stop myself from doing my mistake which causes this to happen eventhough i really,really,from the bottom of my heart wished tat this xterjadi.knowing all this happen due to my action,it aint wrong being such a pessimist rite?heck,things would turn out way better if i didnt due such stupid decisions.come on.wat i decided to do,nothing good came out of it.yet,the only the opposite.

yeah,yeah, i know.im being sooooooo pathetic.but hey,wat else cn i do?*sigh*,dnt noe how i'll b in class tomorrow.nk ajar org while im in a condition which heck, i dnt even noe wats going on.just hope at least during tat 1 hour n 30 mins,i cn hold myself together.first day was a bit crazy tho......hmmmmmm

yikes,im really mess up eiyh.huhhuhhh.....

al-Fatihah

2009-04-04T17:23:00.000+08:00

yet,another person known to me was called to meet our Creator.Bro Asmadi,head of the ICT deprtmnt meninggal dunia petang smlm.smoga beliau dirahmati Allah SWT...

al-fatihah

2009-04-04T10:11:00.000+08:00

how long do i have to bear with this?every moment passing by.how am i supposed to endure such a thing?wat can i do?wat should i do?nothing seems right.just how long am i supposed to act normally in front of others??the inside of me is going insane by the second.my body is doing things on its own.please......

Ya Allah,hambaMu mohon pertolonganMu......

life...

2009-04-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

several incidents happened during these few days.incidents which opened my eyes,incidents tat made me wonder,incidents tat remains as a scar which may or may nvr be healed at all.as days passes by,one cant stop thinkg,"am i rlly being grateful towrds Him?".i mean,He has given us life,shelter,food,a family to be with,people to love,friends tat r irreplaceble,teachers tat r taughtful.yet,y r we still ignorant?humans r nothing but His creation.we live for Him,nt for ourselves.throughout our lives, we will be tested with all kinds of challenges.anything may happen without any sign."why??why do we have to suffer the loss of someone we love?".angry,sad,confused.one by one,emotions will start to fill our mind.doing something tat is totally unthinkable,saying stuff without thinking.but everything happens with a reason.He knows y an incident take place.as the saying of the malay,"ade hikmah di sebaliknya".but in the end,it all depends on us."how do we accept it?can we accept it????"......

in memories of those dearest to me n those which have moved on...
al-fathihah........

1st tag????ape jela

2009-03-26T11:33:00.000+08:00

makcik2,mentang2 org ngah cuti..haih,betuah jek..

::: What is the relationship of you and him/her? :::

my assistant in SnR. n a fren.suke sgt buli die ngahahah

::: Your impressions towards him/her :::

truly reliable

::: The most memorable things he/she had done for you :::

cover me up during a lot of events lol

::: If he/she become your lover, you will :::

???...mati den adola kang huhuhh..

::: If he/she become your enemy, you will :::

cabut lari!!!xleh nk dekat klo gaduh..perang dunia brpe jdnye kang

::: If she become your lover, she has to improve on her :::

takat jd diri die udah..

::: If he/she become your enemy, the reason is :::

words spoken which holds deep meanings :P

::: The most desirable thing to do on him/her is :::

suh buat keje lg..boleh goyang kaki nnt muahahaha..kejam seyh

::: The overall impression of him/her is :::

SRS..any commnt cik???

::: How do you think the people around you will feel about you :::

a question i can nvr answer lol..feelings change..i change..wat else??hahahah

::: The character of you for yourself is? :::

unpredictable i think??anyone care to cmmnt bout this huuhuh

::: On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is :::

gopoh sgt lol..generally i mean :P

::: The most ideal person that you wanna be is? :::

Me,myself & I which patuh suruhanNya,meninggalkn laranganNya

::: For the people who likes you, say something to them :::

arigato minna from accpting me as me..hamba hanye lah insan biasa,penuh ngan salah silap hohohoh..

::: 8 people to tag :::

1. nana

2. rab

3. zuzu!!wajib eh buat :P

4. nad

5. qila

6. iman

7. imran

8. musa

::: who is no. 2 having a relationship with? :::

makcik!!nk jwb x ni???hahaha

::: Is no. 3 a male or a female? :::

zuria is a lovely female n also a grt couz which non can replace lols..jgn tah kita bangga ek hehehe

::: If no. 7 and no. 8 were together, would it be a good thing? :::

hohohoh,dua2 kaki liverpool..mmg huru-hara jdnye..tp sempoi je so yeah!

::: How about no. 5 and 6? :::

hohohoh,the dots n tots(btul ke??dnt ingt dh lol)..yup2..a definite yes :D

::: What is no. 1 studying about? :::

na,buat kn??hehehe

::: Is no. 4 single? :::

i dunno..r ya nad???:P

::: Say something about no. 2 :::

an awesome gurl to have as a fren..thx 4 everythin ya!1eiy,wen nk lancar projek nih hehehe

fuh,first time buat benda alah ni..hohohoho..dh2,nk enjoy cuti!!!sori for the tags yg xpnah buat sblm ni...

questions?reasons?

2009-03-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

tho one desires such thing,he may not be able to have it.but one cnt stop thinking,"y cant i???wat is the price to pay to have wat one desires the most?"some claim life aint fair.is it?or is it not?

forced to make a decision in a short period of time,everything seems soo bloooody crap to me.would i even want to bother in doing anythin else now?i have no freaking idea!!!y is this happening to me?God noes y n He noes best.wats left 4 me is just survive this period of time,hoping 4 the best...

i guess......*sigh*

tick.tock.tick.tock

2009-03-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

i noe,i noe..the excitemnt im feeling makin menjadi2 lak huhu..well,the thing is who wouldnt be write.i mean,i've pushed myself way beyond anythng i did before i guess.so,getting a break di perantauan mmg sronok la.ni pn dunno wat time nk tido even though i'll b leaving early in the morning.luckily my luggage is done.wont b kelam kabut as usual.well,gotta re-check i got everythin.hopefully nothing will go wrong there.just gotta pray for the best.....

oh darn it!!!results r coming out this week too.*sigh*....

zaman kanak2 ribena dh kembali!!!!

2009-03-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

huhuhuh yeah2,i knw..wats up with kite flying,rite???i mean,its just running around,here & there while pulling an object with different kind of shapes which is attached to a string,kn3???well,to my surprise,tat so-called boring,lame activity was totally awesome!!!i mean,hey,ur tired always acting as an adult in Uni rite..so this is the time to actually release all the tension yg dh lame kumpul n just have a real good time..running,jumping,bergolek2..*sigh* but had hope all of my nakama were there..its been a long time since we last met each other..i mean,the complete batch 5..yadda,yadda,i knw it sounds stupid but hey,the times spent with them for those 3 years in Adni made them a part of me........*flashback*

lol,neways,tat morning,loads of thing came to my mind..but heck,y would i bother??come la,im gonna go kite flying today!!!wanna have fun!!!xmo pi peningkn kpala ni akakaka..but b4 tat,nk tau gak hw the juniors did with their SPM..so ape lg,gerak jela awal pg skolah..smpt tgkp a few pics jela coz agak kelam kabut tat time lol..lari sini sane kan ngahahaha..so yeah,wen i got to noe their results,hey,who wouldnt be proud of em rite??congrats to all ya..the hard work finally paid off..but dnt get to happy mates..this is just a turning point of ur life..wats coming up next is still full of mysteries uhuhuhh..

so after tat,time to main layang2.yeye,nk maen lyg2,nk maen lyg2 ngahahahah *berguling3~*..sheesh,guess i've rlly gotten the penyakit berguling from shake & kim..hangpa dua mmg la..awas na time meeting keh3..anyways,while waiting for the rest to arrive,took a walk inside the school..well,a lot of changes had been made lor..even i got lost at first,duhhh.but rlly,i rlly think the inside of the school would rlly make an awesome haunted house hehehe..dh kena belok sini sane,byk pintu2..aik,excited melebih lak hehehe..habis pusing2,dh pkul 2..im lak suruh amik kat lrt..betuah nye mamat..nasib la t.suzi sempoi jek kasi pinjam kete (im,ckp thnk u kat cikgu tuh..minyak xbyr lak tuh huhuhu)..pak guard lak leh ckp i was cikgu nye adik.ade mirip ke???ntah la kkekekeke..so neways,pas smua dh kumpul(us 7 jela),we began our journey to TAMAN METROPOLITAN!!yatta!!!!lol..nad became our driver,iman as the navigator,while the rest enjoyed the bumpy,scary,yet fun ride hehehe..n heck,suasana dlm kete riuh rendah..kalah pasar hahahaha.skjap ckp pasal citer korea,then jepun,then pasal driving(yg xde lesen jgn marah yerk =P)..taking the DUKE highway(orite2,u win kosa..its Duta,not Damansara..shheessh)save us a lot of time,so dpt la enjoy lagi lame..hehehe smpt berpicnic ngan kfc sblm main2 though i was alrdy running even before we ate heeheheh..xsabo2 nk jd budak2 laaa..but wished more would come..as the saying goes,the more the merrier huhuh..hopefully nxt time dpt la kmpul smua budak2 n have fun..till tat day............

thx people for making my day nggahahah..jom kita maen lagi pasni!!! =P

the COME BACK!!!!

2009-03-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

alrite2,i know...its been ages since i last posted anythin rite..well,been to buzy at PJ smpai xsmpat nk tulis pape..well then,flashback time peeps!!!!!
end of 2008:ZOKATHON!!!
well there was an alumni bbq at sharifah n syed's house(yeah2,i noe u guys had fun *sigh*)..unfrtunately couldnt go since on tat day itself me n my crew(Medcy's Sport & Rec) were handling a marathon event..wait,marathon??ermm not quite la since it was less then 5km..anyways,we had the Zokathon tat day n since i was the progrm manager(yup2,mekasih la ji sbb suruh aku yerk),dh mmg kena la stay smpai habis progrm,whether i like to or nt..planng hbs pkul 10 bt since polis pn dtg lmbt,mula pn lmbt la..alhamdulillah the runners sabar..klo x,mampuih ktrg nk deal with 150++ ppl(actual no was 300++ but ade exam lak..darn ICT!!!)..pape pn,everyone had a good time even though ad salah silap here n there(gomenne meji,nab,shake & all u guys)..

these dudes smpat lg nk posing eventho they were at the end of the pack lol..

well after tat was over,mid-sem was around the corner..so yeah,xtersntuh kowt lappy ni..duk je atas meja smbl mengumpul habuk2 dr blk 325 ngeheheheh..pas exm lak,ade lg 3 event..Sports & Martial Arts Carnival(SMAC),Medcy's family day & Annual Grand Dinner..perghhhhh,mane xpenat seyh..siang mencari2 players,uruskn senior2 yg nk pegi dinner,deal ngan class rep(thousand apologise to bama,lutfi,sahal aka mat topup n jibah),ptg training basket,mlm meeting ngan mun...adoi,bengong jdnye gua..agak panas la gak ngan manusia2 yg xphm org ade byk program..tau la diorg xde keje pape..ngong betul!!!dh la matches buat mlm weekdays..adoi,seriuosly tat week every last particles within me was exhausted smpai jln pn xbtul jdnye..hmmmm,sabo sharaf sabo...well it paid off..won a few medals n ended us runner up for the event..owh n our basket team won 2nd place..but i kinda felt the finals was played time group stage..either time Medcy played against Enginius or Idea,both matches mmg dramatik..lg2 time lwn Idea..serious oooo..waaa xtipu..every second counted even tinggal 1 saat,both team was attacking n defending with everythin we got..time wisel bunyi,meji smpai tersujud,HM lak telompat2 walaupn pakai jubah n siap peluk ktrg yg basah ngan peluh..(thx a lot hafiz,mat din n the gang,ali,sahal,paan etc...ramai sgt lor nk sbut..korang smua mmg bst sokong kitrg huhuh)..owh lupe lak..fam day was also on the same week..pg sabtu whereas semi was in the evening n finals malam lak..pengsan2 espcially pas minum JUS PERIA + GARAM!!!!mak datuk!!Ya Allah,Kau tlglah hambaMu ini!!mmg rasanye mcm.....xterkata la..menangis den dibuatnye ooo..nsb la miss xdpt tgkp ekspressi muke ni..wonder who the heck came up with tat idea???ingat mkn ulat or ape..ini tidak..huhuhuhh sakit kowt lol..hbs perut ni seksa dibuatnye...
(pics of SMAC n Fam Day ade kat fb since i dnt hve the soft copy yet)..
finally,AGD came a day after SMAC..kelam kabut committee2 1st yr..ngan deco nye,script la,pantun la..mcm2 kerenah..fateyn used every bit of her brain to figure out wat to do..but alhamdulillah,eventually everythin came together..the place looked great with the theme:Night of the Classic, Reliving the Legacy..so yeah,the seniors were hapi,VIP enjoyed thmslves including MADAM NIK!!!wohooooo..xsangka seyh hehehe..nwys,special thx to all the advicers 4 coming tat nite..

*sigh* AGD was the last event we would spend with our seniors..walaupun masa kita bersama hnyalah seketika,namun kenangan itu akn ku simpan di hati selamanye..hopefully dpt la jumpa kat kuantan,insyaAllah..nasib den xngangis mlm celebration lol..buat malu je dpn smua..confm pak jat tibai klo nmpk hahahaa..afiq plak terbaik kena kan jat..haaa jat,kawen tu jgn lupe janji hang..kad sentiasa akn kami tunggu hehehe..betul3(suara upin & ipin tetiba muncul) kakakakaka..all the best i wish to all of em..ade rezki,kita jmpa lg..>.<

so yeah...guess i've summarized wat happend lol..n yeah,rite now im enjoying my holidays..3 months peeps!!!muahahaha..hopefully i cn find a work or something..dnt wanna stay at home je..mati den kebosanan ngaahahah..owh,pics of sports day r at gen05..most shots taken werent quite nice so i didnt upload it lol..

DBKL coming!!!!

2008-11-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

as usual,pas smayang subuh kena la berjaga coz nk hntr fathin to school..(now i knw hw my bros felt huhuhh)..otw,nadiah sent me a msg..ooo,hapi belated bday rupenye heheh(well its her bday so wish la rite ;p)..4got i didnt tell her my no..tats y xsmpai2 msg lol..nana finally wished me wen i was alrdi near GH..bertuah kakak ku sorang ni huhu..kinda rushed the whole way coz mom said she wanted me to pegi Tabung Haji..mskkn duit skit coz she had to invigilate an exam n dad kena attend patients die..so yeah,smpai2 umah je mum said "ko pegi lmbt pn xpe.hntr kete arnd 1 lebih pn ok.."well something like tat.cant recall the exact words she said tat morning.
huhuh dh kate pg lmbt,jeng3,landing la jap.letih punye la jap lg..nk brape kat bank tu bkn nye kejap.landing punye landing,dh dkat pkul 10..yikes,kelam kabut la gak.nk kena hntr kete lg.nasib la dh mandi.minum2 skit,pegi la Tabung Haji.firstly,i had no money wit me.so i was like,"wat the heck,parking je la kat tepi ni.skjap kot" or so i thought.msuk2 je pintu,"mak oi,ramai nye.no skrg*checkd angka giliran*...br 3050.still jauh from me".lepak2 kat luar,suddnly hati rasa smacam je.like,like,ermm ntah la.susah skit nk explain.but yeah,i had a bad feeling.pasal parking tepi jalan tu ler huhh..ahhh,xleh jd.went to the car,habis kete tu slongkar cube cr duit nk bayar parking.heck,i've nvr parked kat MJ.slalu naik putra then jln kaki je ke sane,so xtau la brape harga tiket.sign board pn xde,nyirap je dibuatnye.nasib la jumpa duit syiling + sringgit from my wallet so arnd rm4 la gak ade.ckp la kot nk byr parking tu.dh parking,patah balik je kat TH,waaaa,DBKL mai saman org oooo!!huhuh betuah diri ku ini.nasib la gerak hati betul.klo x,brape la kena byr huhuh.well 1 things is settled.next,the line!!!aiyo,so lame ka??sabo2.dugaan namenye tuh hehehe.arnd 1 hr + i think,"3073 counter 2".akhirnya!!!hehehe.bukan main lg.went to the counter,kasi salam dulu kat abg tuh heheeh(buat baik skit =P),then xsampai 10 min,dh slesai 3 akaun.pe lagi,cabut!!takut kena byr parking lebih lak.yela,duit kn xde hehehehe..
orite2,so satu keje settle.nxt,huhuhu lets say kena pg bank lain utk uruskn hal lain lak kekekeke.but again,alhamdulilah it went smoothly again.head home 4 a quick rest jst b4 sending the cur to mum.on the way back,finally i manage to do a lil training 4 zogathon lol.seems i really aint fit yet.gotta train more huhuh.
well now,holidays r over.gotta get ready to start a new sem.focus more,less playing huhuhh i hope.rlly wish this will work out now.or wont it???who knows....

18!!!

2008-11-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah,today im officially 18 alreadi..huhuh seems like time goes by real fast these days..still rmmbr the times wen i was in primary(huhuh dh borak panjang @ anis's house ngan kamarul n che ah..byk gossip2 ek hahaha),the times spent wif all my nakama..mmg byk la kenangan,xkira la sedeyh mahupn gembira..tats the thing bout life..it just go on n on n on..doesnt stop for any1,wont rewind anythin..wats done is done..so yeah,many things had happend,now all i gtta do is try n learn somethin frm it..knwing the past might help enlighten my future(i think hahaha..wat the hell lol)..
nways,arigato minna-san 4 wishing me:

ain my dear primary skoolmate oooo wished me earlier thn any1 huhuh(tersilap tarikh tp xpela..yela,brpe tahun xjumpa..atleast die masih ingat..perghh,mmg dhsyat la lol).aki thn wished me (went ofline just b4 she wished me huhu..)bt thn wishd again thrh the phne(sori mamai ooo =P).
shake,my asst,kaki borak etc woked me up just b4 fathin,hoping to b the first came to my room n wished me..huhuh betuah2 lol.xpela,org nk wish,kita bgn je la hahaha..shake,rmmbr wat u said tau hehehe..xsalah,time ni la gak kamarul wish aku..huhu sibuk ngan makcik kat overseas ek hahahah..fiza lak ngah packing nk blk utara the nex day..cian ade exam MUET..gudluck2..
kiky,jauh kat syria pn smpt lg nk wish eh..sori la,impian utk naik podium xdpt ditunaikn la..mu org ke 5..utk naik podium cuma top-3 je muahahaha..makcik bella nun di pantai timur pn wish mlm..ingat mu eh walaupn kat kmpk kita jarang ckp lol..n sori main chow gitu je xkasi korang smua..huhuh xsuke la nk kecoh2 kwah3..sha's msg kinda woke me up int the middle of the night(xingt la pkul brpa..)all i knw was read the msg,SMILED n pi sambong tido huhuh..tp xp since sha jnji nk bwk jln2 kan hehhehe..
kak sali lak tau2 je org br hbis subuh thn hntr msg heheh..u got a camera ek kikikik..xpn dh jd psychic gak cm kita dulu lol..but thx bebyk..dr syria,pastu t'ganu,then bangi,ke kedah lak..xcukup,kim dr pahang pun join gak..dhsyt gak eh asal usul msg2 ni hahaha..owh ya,kak oda yg kat austr pn smpt wish..jha ,nana ,fiz n mi xde pn ingat..cedeyh2 je huhhu..xpe2,kak yu dh tebus dh lol..jom naik motor che li cam dulu eh kak hehehe..
huhuhh msgs from sabah family came later tat day..thx kak su n buadah..ingat nk je singgh jumpa abg adil kat ampang tu kekek..saje nk lepak ngan die..tp nk buat cmne,xkesampaian lak lor..duk umah kemas skit2..yela,nk blk dh..rasya's msg buat org tekezut je..ngah sibuk,time tu lak phone nk vibrate kuat..betuah2..piqa pn same..time ngah nk minum air,time tu gak la msg sampai..dugaan benar..nasib la xde yg tumpah..kang jd satu hal huhu..
eiy na,hw come azrn cn ingat,but my big sis lupe ha??aiyo..betuah nye nana..tgk,syaoran yg ntah dh brape lame xckp n all dpt lg wish me..thx man..terharu dibuatnye hahah(ntah mane la ko skg ni ek)..n eja too,thx la wish2 huhuhu..oits kak ada,ape nok2 tu??eeee,suke suki die je..jom outing nnti tau!!n nurul,u gotta rest ur leg tu..sape suruh hayal tghhari buta..kan dh padah jdnye hehehe..tangguh la our event tu lol..izzy iz,gua set je heheh..insyaAllah soon la k..hopefully we can meet up soon..byk nk kena catch up ni hahaha..owh n to kak nela n abg moja,gudluck in ur exams huhuh..ganbatte2..n too najat too,thx..a senior tat i barely meet pn wish..mmg terharu la hehehe
not a doc la melor hehehe..wooops,i mean,insyaAllah klo ade rezki jd doc la..heheh tp doa2 kn la ek kuikuikui..huhu luckily u rmmbr bama..if nt,xitot pi hr rabu ni hehehe..mo,thx..n bout ur borang,lets pray 4 the bst k..ade je hikmahnye tu..waaa,nazrin,rlly ddnt expt u dude..hahah ingat sibuk ngan makcik sorang tu kwah3 no offnse aite heheh..owh ya,cian cik siti yg pnt2 wish mlm2 buta hehehe..mekacih2..also to kak azan,gudluck in kita nya presntation esok..insyaAllah boleh ba kita buat..confident aja dgn urself heheh..jgn tah paksa diri atu klo ngalih..tido saja baa
thx kak d n kak dya..guess thres 1 more missing hahahaha..xpe2,org sibuk kot hehehe..
huhuhu psgn manis akhrnye wish ek lol..kamarul, kina ingt gak bday ku hehehe..nways, hope to c ya wen ur coming to key ell nnt..ke kina sibuk nk spend time dgn si die tu akakakak..xpe2,jnji bahagia rite???lol

well,yeah,hopefully none is missing frm the list huhuh..thx again aite peeps..
n to mum n dad,speacially 4 both of u, thank you 4 the lovely dinner we had..it was special enuf 4 me <3.. alot =")..

~hapi 18th bday to kamarul n 17th bday to nadiah..a day difference,sure x lupe la heheheh..hope u 2 will have a grt day..may Allah bless both of u,amiinn.... (^_^)

29th Oct

2008-10-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

12 days remaining till the new sem starts..hmmm,so hw should i rlly react to this??hapi?sad?bored?excited?wallahua'lam,Allah je tau..but one things 4 sure,im damm bored stuck at home..true i can go out but whr to go..besides,going alone seems kinda well pathetic..lgpn bosan meh..tried calling evry1 but they all got class n all(lain tmpt,lain cuti nye huhhhu)..well newys,fathin's bday is tday..tried to do something 4 her since my parents r nt around..but unfortunately,this brother just cant seem to handle a small thing *sigh*..atleast she had some frens to sleeep over at the house..had the whole house shaking ooo..seriously,cant tell till wat time did the vibrations stopped lol...must had had one hell of a party in tat room huhuh..
well,mom n dad will b coming home soon..hope they have something to cheer her up..owh ya,khai sent a present frm UK..she loved it smpai bwk pegi skolah hahaha..its gd to c her smile like tat..

hapi 12th bday dear sis..
hope u'll have a grt life ahead of u n have the blessing from Allah <3

Sem break!!!>_<

2008-10-05T18:48:00.000+08:00

yeah,too busy too write anythin..yela,raya was 1 thing..then thr was final coming up rite after raya so yeah,no time..n sori 4 na,iz,izzah n hafiz fr nt attendg u peeps nye open house..love to,but cant unfrtunately..last paper on sunday which was my worst sub(crazy yo doing exams on sunday..come on la..bg rest xleh ke huhuh)..but alas,all is done,time 4 cuti..sem break which'll last 3 weeks only..not more k(syukur la gak dpt lme gini).n yeah,once again i gtta b the man of the house..mom n dad went to the States,khai still in UK,ads kat offshore n fuzz at s'pore..so tat leaves me wit my lil sis..sheeshh,deja vu again??ntah la..but hey,at least i'll be able to drive any car rite??(huhuhu menyalah gunakn kuasa muahahaha)...darn it,4got i still have to b my sis's driver..well,had my time with my bros b4..guess its my turn to taste it,rite??
p/s:mind the date..just continued the draft huuhu

:(

2008-09-29T08:34:00.000+08:00

alrite2,i get it..i snapped k..i really,really snapped..hell,i didnt knw wat happend these days..*sigh*,i really have to control myself now..too many things happen almost at the same time..really didnt know wat to do..hmm senang citer baik isolate diri ni kn..watever happens,only i have to deal with it..nobody else would have to suffer rite..no more losing any frens now hmmm..

setiap perjumpaan,ade perpisahan....

2008-09-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

Ya ampun,sedar2 dh akhir ramadhan dh..wat happend to my azam???haih,tu la..sibuk wit to many stuff,ramadhan is almost gone..xtentu lg kita berjumpa thn dpn ataupn x :'(...hmmm smoga Allah mmnjgkn umurku supaya dpt bertemu dgn mu lagi,ya ramadhan..
ceh,ayat sedap je tulis..flashback time..wat the heck happend ek??ermm,lemme see..owh ya,alhmd had an iftar with the whole eng class n smbut b'day nawal n irfan(sori peeps i had to blah..u noe wat happend so toksah la cite2 kan =P) n also for hanizar who'll b flying soon..had KFC,Secret Recipe n murtabaks as mknn berbuka hehehe..

(hehe lookie2..jgn jeles =P)

(bday gurl n advnce bday boy hahahaha)

yup,every1 had a great nite tat day.even hanizar came all the way..n the guys managed to jd a bit crazy after the sis pegi.aiyo,sometimes,u nvr noe wat kind of people the r kekekeke(no offense guys lol)..

neways,results for our final exam came out..alhamdulillah,dpt la result yg elok..kinda terkejut with it..heck,sape yg xkn terkejut..madam even said it was hard to score..ahhh,nvm la..dh dpt tu,syukur jela..now gotta focus for EPT lak..n also for the finals pas raya nnti..huhuhu,xdpt la nk enjoy sgt raya tahun ni..well,tats uni life for ya..less time to enjoy,rite?gotta pulun la time cuti beberapa hari ni b4 the finals starts..last chance man..think positive,think positive lol..never give up,just keep goin forward hahaha(took tat from Meet the Robinson hahaha)

*sigh*,only a few more days b4 ramadhan ends..sebak hati memikirkan nye huhuh..bulan mulia nk pegi,siapa yg xsedih huhuh..tp bak kate2 org tua,setiap pertemuan ade perpisahan..nk xnk,kita cuma terpaksa menghadapinye..

ya Allah,smoga diterima amal2 pd tahun ni dn smoga Kau temukan kami dgn ramadhan lagi,amiin...

a month gone???

2008-09-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

Dude,gimme a break man!!!sheeshh,its been wat?almost a month since i last wrote here..heck,byk sgt benda came up,blk pn xsmpt nk buat pape..assingments,tutorials,meetings wit the society,etc...damm,uni life sure aint a walk in the park,tat i can say for sure..

neways,for the past week,hmmm well cant recall much..too many events..bah,i'll just write watever comes up in my head..owh rite,had a b'day party for both mdm habibah n nazim(dude,syukur la ramai pi celebrate siap xblajo time tu naa..hang mmg betuah lol...).well it was a belated b'day for mdm since her's was during the hols n we knew bout it kinda late thx to an activity which sepatutnye hilangkn ngantuk..mane x nye..LY tu dh la sejuk..mmg sedap la nk lentok kuikuikui..so yeah,we decided to celebrate both of em n also menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan al-Mubaraq..basiclly,on tat day,smua dh pk nk mkn je..tgk ade Secret Recipe n mknn2 lain atas meja,mmg terliur2 la(special thx to madam n syaz,the brothers yg tlg beli brg2 siap dgn resit die spaya pah xbising2,n to the sis for helping out wit the rest..senang citer,smua jela lol..)

(a day b4 the celebration..some said mdm cried tat day huhuhuh)

rite2,just rmmbered,kinda wen a detour to the AMF for wat reason,even i dunno y..but we end up doin some body check-up(is tat wat its called????)..firstly,we had to fill in our height n age in the given form then u stand on the electronic scale where the PIC would enter ur details n then, presto,u get all the details..bone mass,BMR,muscle mass,fat etc..

(the small yet awesome electronic scale =P)

(ad sad bout his results n fi while being explained bout their health check-up done at the AMF)

so neways,bak to the party,we end up studying only a few mins since every1 xde mood blaja especially me.y?i got a nikkon in my hand peeps!!!its snapping time lol....unfortunately it isnt mine jela..managed to pinjam it from a mate..so yeah,wit a camera in my hand,naluri jurugambar dh mula timbul balik..snap2 punye pasal,mkn pn lupe..n in the end,i took almost 400 pics in 4hours hahaha..man,terkezut beruk yo..dh la byk gmbr2 gile+lawak..siap kena marah dgn sisters lak tu huhuhuh..

(awak2,awak bajet comeyl la kuikuikui)

(Bday boy receiving hadiah dr sisters hohohhoh)

(upacara suap-menyuap lol)

(aina:aih,die ni mkn sorang je ke??xnk suap ke huhuh)

(sempat ber'usrah' time mkn hehehe)

(really??!!!!)

(want some? ^_^)

(irfan performing his original hit hehehe)

so yeah,a lot happend tat day.just glad madam had a great day.come on,shes a great person.dpt bg die hapi skit pn jadi la huhuhuh..btw,thx to those staying late to clean up..

hmmm,so after the party,wat happend eh??owh ya..Global Player Developmnt Program aka GPDP..*sigh*wat a tiresome program..really was..tp nk buat cmne..dh kate nnti markah FIM affected..sabo jela..so basicly,no outings on sat or sun..gotta attend this,like it or not..klo xkerana exam minggu dpn,xde nye nk join minggu ni..udah2 la ngan keje yg bertimbun2..ahhh,complain pn xgune..anyhow,had to prepare by 8 for pendaftaran n all but as always,janji melayu mane la nk ditepati..alik2,pkul 9 gak..ish3,dugaan...bikin panas je hati ni..wa klo bukan gara2 sabo,wa dh lama melenting kat committee2 tu..lu org kan,ingat baju batik hijau tu masyuk sgt ke??sabo2 huhuh..hmm then wat?owh ya..LDK or dlm bahasa ibunda kita,GD(figure it out yek lol)..so,group 32..majority:AED n ENGIN.minority:MEDCY..yeah,jst great..at first rasa terasing la gak..hang pikiq la..depa hang xpena jmpa,xkn nk pi ckp2 ngan depa ngan muka xmalunye hehehe..so 1st day,diam jela..dgr2 je ape yg kak wawa mintak kitrg buat..the rest,lantak lor...
darn it,i forgot every1 had to watched a movie made by the seniors after zohor..wat was it again???ermmm,rite2..Aku,die & Sumi..hahah,boleh tahan la gak..but sabo jela tgk Sumi..waaaa,kejam sunggh diorang tayangkn..huhuh satu lagi dugaan di Ramadhan al-mubaraq ni kekekek..the rest of the day was kinda normal xcpt the during the night..terpaksa dgr org BTN brckp2..pergh,xtahan2..dh la kena bgn awal esok nye waaaa...
2nd day,managed to talked to the rest of the group since we had to do a poster n a proposal..planning things aint my strong point so i guess i have to paint lol n the theme is none other than KEMERDEKAAN..but man,those AED peeps r good seyh..no kidding..n yeah,they're also nice once u get to know em..rite2,bak to GPDP..ermm bla3 progms were done till 5 wen we were dismiss(wohooooo)..rehat2 then the normal routine..pi masjid,berbuka,solat etc..
next???English Finals huhuhuh..dh2,xmo pikiq..dh la minggu ni kluar result..mak oi,takut seyh waaaaaaaaa..tawakkal2..bak kate bro mat daud,let bygone be bygone.kuikuikui trima jela kputusan..baik buruk,ade jela hikmah die tu hahaha..so tats tat..
well,MEDCY lak byk benda kena buat espclly if ur a high com..plan progrms,buat paperwork,meeting,this,tat..mcm2 kena buat..well rite now,the one thing my lujnah n i have to focus is our plan utk pi main paintball..harap2 menjadi la..dh postpone skali,cukup la..ramai nk pi..hate to let em down lak..so yeah..loads of things happend n still going..had an induction course this morning(main progm:baling telur dr tingkat 3 kwah3) n iftar time maghrib but had to miss it coz nk pi umah nenek heheheh..lame xjmpa,ape salah nye rite..btw,rite now currently doing math projek which is due on monday,paperwork due by friday,sahuh in 2 more hours yet im still not asleep arghhhh..well,tats life..nothin is ever easy..u only can enjoy n make the best out of it..hahah wat the hell...man im really nuts now..tats wat u get by nt getting enuf sleep lol..well guess i gotta force me self to *huaaaa*sleep..zzzzZZzzzzzZZ

MEDCY's 1st years vs 2nd years

2008-08-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

Finally,sempat gak la buat site-checking kat Xtreme Park(where we were supposed to have our paintball match here but xjd due to some technical problems...*sigh*).for starters,its big people,really BIG.ngan hutan,kolam.best la.u can do a lot of activities there.cuma kena tahan jauh die je la hehehe.sempat gak main a few rounds of paintball with fuzz n his mates.min capture the flag for 3 rounds then main style kamikaze,muahahahaha(WARNING!!dont try this at home k kids.only under adult supervision...hehehe).u'd end up having loads of bruises which may stay for a few days or weeks.who knows.lol
Neways,the nite whr we've all been waiting 4.....who whould have thought we end up having a match with the 2nd strongest team n seri lak tuh.perghhh(bak kate bro faiz from KMPk ngahahahaha)..but damn,they sure were tough.every second on the field felt like minutes.being on the same field,aiyo,terasa pressure die tu.berpeluh-peluh badan.especiallu during the 1st half.heck,our playmaker had class tat nite(great timing dude..."-_-),poey was MIA(heard he was injured or something.mane la org tau.nvr got a word from him..),bun pn ade kelas gak.arghhh,gile pening seyh.faz,fiq,zani,smua dh risau dh.we were like,"weh2,org xde ni.kate kat senior cancel jela."mane xnye,they came with their red jerseys,fully pumped n ready to kick our buts on the field.dh la dgn slang2 kelate & trengganu.sape x cuak klo cmtu.dh la we barely manage to get enuf people for a squad.but Alhamdulillah,dtg gak la bdak2 tu.eventho bkn first time,lantak la.dh xde org so nk xnk,kena la main gak.
surprisingly,we manage to put up a fight gak especially our midfielders.tackles happend everywhr on the field.defense,offense.few people got injured but still managed to teruskan.bukan slalu dpt lawan dgn seniors,rite??us defenders had to face the toughest challenge.all the strikers were so damn lincah.mcm lipas lak.laju nk mmpus.lincah lak tu.not to mention,both wingers from the left n right were good.pass je bola,mesti sampai kaki member.waduh,penat seyh.nk pengsan dh kat padang tu.nasib la ade lg yg dtg so pas 1st half tukar player.
main2 punye pasal,tgk2 dpt la gak seri.boleh tahan la tu.so far,xde record kalah lagi.won against ICT,then a draw with the seniors.quite good meh heheehe.myb next match lawan ENGIN or PRESS.who knows.yg penting,gotta rest the body.
but hey,atleast we got to prove somethin."we MEDCY xskema yek" lol......

FREAKING MESSED UP!!!

2008-08-16T19:04:00.000+08:00

darn it..hate it!hate it!hate it!!!!bakabakabaka!!!
susah gile la papers sem ni.wat the heck was the questions??sheeessh.to think tat those question would come out..well no use complaining..mid sems over,just gotta look ahead..Finals.yeah2,eventho lepas raya,cant afford messing it up..or nt,pointer jatuh.mampos yo..
tapi pape pn,since br je hbis,gotta relax myself a bit..keep getting advics to chil out so wat the heck.y not rite??also,klo tension,boleh la lepaskn kat padang on monday nite.yep2,another match but this time,MEDCY 2nd year yg ajak.wonder how it'll go.facing last year's second best time of CFS.scary ooo heheheh..tp yg penting,ENJOY!!! =P

MEDCY

2008-08-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

fuh, a week almst full with activities berkaitan dgn MEDCY...penat gak ek lol..
yeah2,wat the heck.it was fun,so no complaining bout it.hmm lets see.....
owh,monday nite,first time MEDCY's 1st year lawan ICT's 1st year.had a hard time tracking people yg boleh main bola for our society.fortunately,time nk lawan,cukup la gak org dtg.Alhamdulillah.kinda hectic gak la heheh.so yeah,it was our first time playing together as a team since sblum ni mane penah ade match pape.time tu gak la nk taa'ruf skit accpt for those under Sprt & Rec.anyhow,match started nearly around 10pm or something n yeah,we played a full 90 min k.not,60,not 70,but 90min!!fuh,seriously pancit ooo main.mane la larat sgt.dh la dgn semput nye huhuhuh.but shockingly,MEDCY did a good job.at the end,we won 3-1,yeehaaaaaaaaaa!thanx to the seniors who came down supporting us tat nite walaupn malam2 buta.n to the ICT senior's,korang mmg sporting.siap ade lagu lagi hehehe."Apa yang penting....KERJASAMA!!"yeah tat was really fun huhuhuh..
owh yeah,meji also called us 4 a meeting the other nite to discuss bout our next event.PAINTBALL!!!!cant wait tho.finally we decided to make it on the 23rd instead of the 30th(org nak balik kampung..merdeka kan kuikuikui....).guys,gurls,be prepared.once ur there,u'll b coming home with bruises n lebams kekekeke.tho i didnt mention it to ne1.but dnt wori la,yg penting its fun & exciting yet scary at the same time heheh..
so yeah,hope things will b goin as plan..now gotta focus on this freaking big bio book..darn la..y la kena buat exam after cuti.nk relax pn susah huhuhuhuhuh

hate it!!!

2008-07-17T02:47:00.000+08:00

yay!ad's dh blk last sunday from thailand(sah la penat.duk kat laut 3 bulan,huhuhuh dhsyat ooo lol...).neways,didnt get to meet him coz had to go back to UIA time die blk.dh la b'day die.hopefully fathiin manages to finish the card she's been doin for him.
*sigh* anyone knows y some1 would feel so damn lazy??seriously,this really bugs me now.i mean,dude,ur in UNI la.get a grip!!keep telling myself tat yet xde effect lor.heck,we we're supposed to talk infront of the class bout anythin.me?i only came up with my topic right after madam masuk kelas.imagine,ur name would be called up any minute n ur freaking clueless bout wat to say.figured,y not just find something n berleter bout it.heck,its an open topic rite.sape kesah whether its lame or not.turns out,it was lame.boring too i think.so i just had to speak n speak n wish it to finish.Identification.i think tat was my topic.who knows.all i did was say somethin bout matrix card,nametag,ic etc.
well tats one thing settle.the real thing is just around the corner.tho im the 10th person,im already shaking.come on la.nk kena siapkan some visual aids which i havent even decide.either mahjong paper or powerpoint.either way,backup kena ade.learn from ur experience.xmo kelam kabut like always kekekeke.besides tat,y la gurls cerewet huh?ngade2 nk benda cepat.oits,bahan kat tempat ni terhad.nk cepat2.sekeh hang baru tau!!
yeap.things r jusssst great.

p/s:to member2 kat sane tu,hope u peeps r ok. just sabar for a while.insyaAllah things will turn out ok nnti.dugaan je.che' bwk bertenang yek.xpn gi marah kat depa tu hehehe..
n to ust nijam,hapi bday to u.may u be bless for all the great things u did for me n my frens back in adni.honestly,i've learned not only maths but also bout life from u.thank u ustaz.

-_-"

2008-07-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

so its been wat??3 weeks already since i came to UIA.boy,do i feel "great".1 sem.1 freaking sem which is about 5 months is it,i'll only be focusing on bio,math,eng n arab.i was like,wat the?where r the subjects i really need to focus on?come on la.
yeah2,i know.i gotta relax.dont be so tension2,as wat people had been saying to me for 2-3 years back.ade yg suke klo camni.unfortunately,im not of of 'em.this is university,not high school.sure i miss the good old times,playing around at the field,missing class,tido sampai kena komen mcm,but alhmd,i was still able to sambung my studies now with the result i got(ya Allah,aku bersyukur padaMu....).yeah2,i know im doing nursing.so wat?just shut up la people.klo ade rezeki,ill change to medic.if not,just sambung je la nursing.its a good thing k!all i want to do is help people k.if u guys wanna laugh till perut korang pecah or watever,buat la.i just start studying on things i should,sambung elsewhere from this place which really transforms me to something else(sape yg phm2,toksah la habaq kat org ramai),get a job,n not disappointing people who has put sooo much hope on me.atleast for now,i just have to bear another 18 months(if dpt buat short sem) in this place.*sigh*,just have to sabar la listening to the dude singing nite after nite in the room,the duo saying this n that.well,atleast some people can relax here.orang dh pandai kan,nak buat camne hehehehe.lain la cam kita.
chop,wat the heck did i write bout??ahhhh,nvm.