starting again

had some up and downs these few days.wat can i say?tats how life is.neways,im currently at uia now.MUKC II or rather known as mahallah aishah.resting my head for a while.tired "gotong-royong" with farisham who curently is snoozing on his double-decker bed which will only be used by a single person.hopefully,i hope,my life will slow down a bit n things will look a bit better.
hopefully...

crap!crap!crappppp!!!
you've gotta be joking!!!
no way man!!!seriously!!!
arghhh,you better be wrong!!!
HELL NO MAN!!!HELL NO!!!
pls screw up!
at least on this freaking day..
pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhh*
(-_-")

twist

3.21am..seems like a countdown rite?heck im nt sure.my body's been bugging me all day long.is something wrong inside me actually??truthfully,im quite worried.with the way my body's been acting,God knows wats happening...

*sigh* neways,starting my 2nd year of foundation soon.yeah,still grouped under nursing.though i've been thinking bout it for quite a time.honestly,have i been doing wats right this whole time?i mean,am i walking the path i should be?regardless to all those high ambitions i've been saying since kindergarden,its a huge responsibility.medicine,nursing.i dont care.but the fact i'll b responsible for a human being's life.LIFE!!it aint a small matter i'd tell ya.one mistake may be fatal.imagine giving a wrong dignosis,or accidently over-dosing a patient's medicine.all those positive respond on whether i should stick with wat im doin or should i change,i really appreciate it.yet,confusion still clouds the mind of lil sharaf.will i find it soon?or will i b walking down a path of deception?truthfully,seeing people pursuing wat they want.i truly envy it.doctors,journalist,management,architects.darn it!darn it!darn it!arghhhhhhhhhh......

God,i seek Ur help.i seek Ur guidance.

minds

sitting there in the shadows..

yeah,tats exactly the right thing for him to do.

just stay like that.

at least it cant get any worse...

time

walking down the path where they once were together.

watching,remembering,all those times.
hapi nor sad,those moments will remain in his heart.
knowing the truth hurts.
yet,he stands to his belief,hoping all this is a dream.
but looking back,its a dream tat came true.
he once tried to never think bout it.
shared with her everything.
now,
time will decide it all....

moments

as he woke up,only one thing was running through his mind."was that real?"
he once dreamt of losing a loved one.it did happen.
now this?God no.its been a painful ride.he cant face bear to see it happen.
not now.he knows its gonna happen.it always do.
but he's not prepared.not after the recent incident.
he's scared.really is.please,help..

the news

aih,bukan main lagi mentor ku sorang tuh.after reading the latest news,he came into the room announcing that Nizar has been officially elected as the MB.excited bukan main lagi.habis2.confirm today the country will be quite kecoh kowt.n im pretty sure pak jat would be blogging bout this soon hahahah.