May 23, 2009

twist

3.21am..seems like a countdown rite?heck im nt sure.my body's been bugging me all day long.is something wrong inside me actually??truthfully,im quite worried.with the way my body's been acting,God knows wats happening...

*sigh* neways,starting my 2nd year of foundation soon.yeah,still grouped under nursing.though i've been thinking bout it for quite a time.honestly,have i been doing wats right this whole time?i mean,am i walking the path i should be?regardless to all those high ambitions i've been saying since kindergarden,its a huge responsibility.medicine,nursing.i dont care.but the fact i'll b responsible for a human being's life.LIFE!!it aint a small matter i'd tell ya.one mistake may be fatal.imagine giving a wrong dignosis,or accidently over-dosing a patient's medicine.all those positive respond on whether i should stick with wat im doin or should i change,i really appreciate it.yet,confusion still clouds the mind of lil sharaf.will i find it soon?or will i b walking down a path of deception?truthfully,seeing people pursuing wat they want.i truly envy it.doctors,journalist,management,architects.darn it!darn it!darn it!arghhhhhhhhhh......

God,i seek Ur help.i seek Ur guidance.

2 comments:

Sarah said...

Allow me to express my views.
Nurses are equally important as doctors, dentists, pharmacists and allied health science practitioners.
We are all responsible for humans' healths.
Doctors can't work in the hospitals without nurses assisting them. Doctors can't give medicines without pharmacists' consents.
I really think that all those high and mighty perceptions given to doctors are overrated.We need each other.
If you do wish to stay in Nursing. Why not? Maybe you'll make a history in the medical field.Like, become a famous male nurse one day, encouraging young people especially males to take Nursing as a career. And proving to everyone that Nursing has its own standard. You can make a difference and change public's perceptions if you wish to, you know.

M Syakirah said...

hurmmm...kau amik degree...bukan dip or sumthing..kau leh jadi lect..kau leh jadi ape yg kau nak..maybe kau x leh jadi doc..tp mana tau satu hari nanti kau leh ami doc ngan amik PHD..jgn pilir satu hala la pakcik...kalo kau pohon satu benda pada ALLAH..ALLAH pasti makbulkan...tp mungkin bukan ngan cara yg kita expect kita akan dpt..mungkin kau nak hepi..tp nak rasa hepi tuh ALLAH bg kau sedih supaya kau akan rasa hepi gilew2 pastu...tink bout it...nape nak sedeyh..pikir2 lama x tak abes skali x de action...